usually i just read through stuff mindlessly in search of fun things but I found a fanfic that speaks of cores and 'fraids and it launched me into a kinshift. im not sure if the elation and joy and calm and contentment I feel upon reading it is because it was in my canon or what but...
it feels like cool grass and clovers on a summer day and oh my god it feels like everything I had left behind and it makes me almost think that yes, this definitely felt right. i swear to every godlike being i know that i even expected to feel the purring of my core in the middle of my chest.
...on the topic of feelings that i missed, was being up super early in the morning when the town was asleep and things were quiet. especially with the moon and stars out. a clear sky is nice, but oh god you have no idea how much better it gets when theres differing layers of clouds that pass in front of the moon. literal perfection. anyways,
even if it turns out that 'fraids werent a thing in my canon, im absolutely using that term now on and my friends and sister are definitely a part of it and I miss them so much, this story is like a breath of fresh air. I hope you guys are taking care of yourselves wherever you are, stay safe, ok? you guys mean a lot to me. -danny fenton (#📖♠️)