I don't thank people enough.
Simple as that. It's honestly a sincere problem I have.
I've gone through a lot in my time. Sure, there are plenty of people who have it much worse than me, and I recognise that, but that knowledge hasn't made any of it less difficult.
The point is, I've been on quite an extended period of depression for the last 2/3 months, and I think I'm finally starting to rise out of it. Every time I have an episode, I always come out the other side feeling incredibly thankful for people without which I honestly don't think I would even be here without. A lot of them aren't on Tumblr, but I feel like here is the best place I can bring them all to thank them while telling them why.
Firstly, to Beckie - holdmeclose-keepmesafe: You are an absolutely wonderful human being and you deserve every happiness in the world. I know that you'll always be there for me no matter what shit happens in my life, and I'll be eternally grateful for that.
Next, to Danny - dannytake2: I know I'm not the greatest friend in the world, and I particularly suck at responding to messages in a timely manner, but you are honestly one of the most genuine, caring people I know. I feel glad to call you a friend.
To my friends at uni - Alex, Iona, Keegan, Kez, Jess, Chloe... far too many to name here...: While I was at primary and secondary school, I was never really accepted - I was always the outcast. All of you have made me feel welcome, never judged me, and always tried to include me in everything. I have never felt as accepted as I have at uni.
To my friends back home, especially Joe, Adam (solidarityfront) and Altai (tye104): It's been a while since I've seen you all, but without you guys, I definitely wouldn't be here right now. I will always be grateful to you.
And finally, to my Tumblr friends and followers, thank you for being the lovely, wonderful, accepting people that you are. You are all amazing.
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