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[lastnightswritings]

Keep singing little birdie because there's nothing else there that you can do.

I woke up after a night in the wringer. The days that that I've had since I've been back have put me through a roller coaster of emotions and the only thing I'm holding on to is kasey Musgraves song about following your arrow because it tells me to just do me. Do what makes me happy.

When i sung it earlier I feel myself breathing. I could feel the stress and grief that is contemplating my existentialism leaving me and bringing me back.

And now I sing it again, instead of happiness all it's doing is making me dream about different lives and how I can't handle anything anymore. How I feel like I can't handle one more crisis one more problem one.

Last night I let it all out to a person who's a problem and it all boil down to the same thing. If I have to deal with all of these ongoing issues that wearing down at the very least can I look up and feel confident and happy in my body.

If I could have that I feel like I could handle it but I know that's just another lie. That's just the LIE we tell ourselves that if we were more attractive, smarter anything more we are now that we would live the type of existence that only glitters in our dreams.

And now kasey Musgrave isn't doing it anymore for me but I'll listen to delicate by Taylor Swift's and I am going to listen to that as I get up do my things and figure out how to live my life.

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