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hello! are you doing trick or treating this year? cheers!

Haha, real trick or treating or my usual halloween event? I’m too old for the first, but I’m not sure about the event. I’m teaching 7 classes this semester and adding one more thing to do would probably be too much stress for me. Sorry guys. :(

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I love going back through the archive of my blog cause I get to see the person I was back then, which is not bad, in fact I was pretty cool if I do say so myself, I can see the change and that’s good too.

I always think of the worst scenario and you know what it’s not true, like right now if you asked me what do I think of my blog I would say meh, it’s alright, a couple of years from now, I will see that it’s pretty damn cool.

Our perception of time and ourselves is tricky, while we are still in the “eye of the storm”, essentially living the moment we can never be truly objective to our point of view. Which on one hand is good cause we actually need to be a little bit selfish in order to survive this world, but on the other hand, for me I just see the meh and yeah alright and that isn’t doing me any justice.

(this concludes this early morning ramble and realisation of things and stuff that goes in my head)

cheers

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Books of 2016

Well, hello people and yes welcome to another installment of what books I read this year. Last year I challenged myself to 23 books cause I was turning 23 and following suit, this year it was 24. Now, that isn’t much of a challenge seeing as I have already read 24 books and it’s only August, but I’m just going to keep reading books (cause that’s what I do) and to be honest the challenging part is just a bit of fun!

As always, if anyone wants to chat books, needs a list of recommendations or just wants to fangirl over books, just let me know!

So, without further ado, books of 2016 :

1. Tales of Beedle the Bard - J.K. Rowling

2. Emma - Jane Austen

3. F (A Novel) - Daniel Kehlmann

4. All I Know Now - Carrie Hope Fletcher

5. Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone - J.K. Rowling

6. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - J.K. Rowling

7. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - J.K. Rowling

8. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - J.K. Rowling

9. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - J.K. Rowling

10. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince - J.K. Rowling

11. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - J.K. Rowling

12. A Patch of Blue - Elizabeth Kata

13. How to Fall in Love - Cecilia Ahern

14. The Ocean at the End of the Lane - Neil Gaiman

15. The Princess Diaries : Royal Wedding - Meg Cabot

16. Eleanor and Park - Rainbow Rowell

17. Me Before You - Jojo Moyes

18. The Book Thief - Markus Zusak

19. Eragon - Christopher Paolini

20. Eldest - Christopher Paolini

21. Brisingr - Christopher Paolini

22. Inheritance - Christopher Paolini

23. The Sun on the Stubble - Colin Thiele

24. Perfect Timing - Jill Mansell

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best. theme. ever.

thanks :)

it’s made by pohroro!

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1. I am very tired

2. my mum’s on a month long trip abroad

3. I want to go to my uni city tomorrow for a couple of days

4. my anxiety ridden brain is telling me that is a bad idea

5. these irrational thoughts are putting me in a difficult position because I have already planned to go, I actually have a valid reason to go (organisational stuff), and yet I feel like shit

6. brain can you stop?

7. irrational thoughts : I don’t really need to go, I won’t have a good time. I will be miserable by myself, people won’t want to hang out with me, I am making too much of an effort for a silly thing, my bags are too heavy and something bad will happen, the city will be infested with feral dogs that will try and attack me, I am leaving my dad alone at home while mum isn’t here.

8. help

9. how do I talk myself into believing that it will be ok, I am probably gonna have a fine time even if I don’t hang out with anyone and just do the jobs I am going to the city to do.

10. goddammit brain

if anybody has any words of wisdom, comfort, anything please share them

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my code isn’t working and I’m pissed.

I’m doing a group project on my own (not that I mind that much tbh) but I hate the fact that I am doing it completely blind. I am supposedly following a teacher’s paper trying to implement the problem but I have no proper algorithm to follow. I have to determine the best solutions for the problem but I don’t have the rule to get better solutions in the first place let alone the best. So, obviously I am bullshitting my way through it, which of course makes everything super buggy. YAY! I am in the library now and there are quite a few people which makes the internet slow (woohoo), I am tired (yay) and my code ain’t doing shit (double yay).

to conclude, I might just leave the library, eat something (vital shit), and tackle the code at home.

this has been a mini rant

cheers

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