Crybaby, Forever and Always
I'm such a crybaby. That will be a fact forever.
Last night, when we're having a break from doing our DAT-BAS project, Aimee and I talked about how hard the project was, given the fact that our professor has thought us almost nothing.
At that moment, I was also shaking hard because of having no sleep and food for more than 3 hours. I said I'm already used to it. I said it's all okay. I said I'm alright.
Then, *poof* I cried.
It is really hard for me to fight so many problems all at the same time. Projects, stress, health problems.
It was Aimee who was with me when I cried. Then, Marian also saw us. Then, CJ, Sam, my group mates and everyone. I'm not accustomed to people comforting me when I'm crying. I felt like crying more. But then I was shy. I don't wanna be pa-importante.
Sam then asked me why I cried. "Is it because you're doing the project all on your own?" NO. Of course not. I'm not crying specifically because of the project. I don't want them to think that I see them useless. No.
Actually, I'm very lucky to have them as my group mates. There were a lot of groups that has big and bigger problems with their members. But our group clicked right away. I'm gonna miss this group. Seriously. Why is it our professor gave the project so late. Sad. We should have bonded longer. *aww*