Sep 2, 2021
Boys, boys, boys.
I hate boys.
My momma says
“Stop that hate inside you”
And I can’t.
They make me feel so much,
And my heart don't know how to stop.
How to keep itself from beating.
“They come and they go”
They leave me alone.
I don’t want a boy for my self
but
I want them
To want me for themselves.
And he’s trying now
he’ll stop one day
I know, he knows,
I know cuz he told me.
He already hurt me,
Emotionally, sexually, mentally.
I want him to love me exclusively
Tho I can’t like him any more.
What I need… is for him to go away
With me living forever inside his head.
