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Night’s Spell by Telepathe

Directed by Dawn Garcia

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I love me some Destroyer!   Destroyer “Kaputt”.  Directed by Dawn Garcia.

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Destroyer - Kaputt dir.Dawn Garcia

Don't know how I missed this the first time. This gem from 2011 feel into my browser window from heaven and reminded me how wonderful the real thing is. Happy summer.

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Oh, MEW. It's so nice to see you again.

It kinda looks like she's looking at Renner like wtf?

In an alt. universe, this is Mary Jane and Hawk-Eye undercover...*Coughs.*

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I love me some Destroyer!   Destroyer "Kaputt".  Directed by Dawn Garcia.

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1st guest on my Radio Show, "A Taste of Dawn" RADIO

Chef Eddie G, David Minkin, Justice Stewart, Dara Young

Watch Episode 3

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2013 Theme Song

"Now Is The Start" - A Fine Frenzy

Hey Hey Do you hear, do you hear That sound It's the sound of the lost gone found It's the sound of a mute gone loud It's the sound of a new start Kiss With a mouth of shooting stars Of lost and broken hearts Unafraid you can name your scars With a touch of a new heart It sounds like It sounds like It sounds like Ladeedadadadada, dadadadada Now, oh, now is the start Oh And it goes with where you go Don't lose faith for the friends You don't Need a thing, you already know You are right as you are And it sounds like It sounds like Oh, it sounds like Ladeedadadadada, dadadadada Now, now Ladeedadadadada, dadadadada Now, oh Now is the start, oh Now is the start Hey, hey, hey, hey New start in the end There is a New heart under there Beneath these New parts everywhere It is a new, new, new, new start Now is the start It sounds like Oh, it sounds like Oh, it sounds like Ladeedadadadada, dadadadada Now, now Ladeedadadadada, dadadadada Now, oh, now is the start Oh, now is the start Now is the start Now is the start Now is the start Now is the start It sounds like It sounds like It sounds like

To a BRAND NEW START EVERYONE!!!

With love, Dawn

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That perfect something.

"I don't know if that perfect something allows you to have it if time is not right. It seems to, like a flower not quite ready to bloom, beg you for more water, more time, more patience. That perfect something is, in essence, telling you what it needs. You just have to wait for it to be ready to see the light and open up to offer the most beautiful, fragrant, all-encompassing joy but if you're patient and you give it time, it might just be everything you dream of." - Dawn Garcia

I have been away for some time working on my Magazine, writing about others, interviewing, eating, enjoying but I missed this - just writing. I have had a very interesting year. I'm going to start with the emotional side of 2012.

A year that I thought started out with what could be the love of my life and that my other "piece" had found it's fit. Turns out, like many things, it wasn't the right time. I did feel shaken and my heart is not whole. And I have shed months of tears. Yes, months. Never hurt quite this deep before. But I have had to dig deep. I have had to face myself because as much as I hurt and ache in the deepest parts of me, I have to also trust that when love and the timing of it is "right" it doesn't just falter. It thrives. I have to be patient. One of my most challenging things. Who's to say what the future will bring because I've definitely stopped thinking I have it all figured out - I don't know. But for the lucky lot of you that have loved and are loved in return - whose relationships have weathered the storms (because there are ALWAYS storms in any relationship), consider yourself lucky. You wouldn't want to be back out here. It's not fun. It's like a Roman bath of oddities and way too much gratification. Everyone wanting one thing ... that quick fix. I don't want a quick fix. I want real. I want lasting. I want "the Right Fit". I say that and parts of me do wonder if and when that is a possibility in today's world. It seems most everyone no longer believes there is that "one" person but rather people that just sift in and out of your life for a while. That is exhausting and personally I believe while you may learn something, there are parts of you that never go back. You lose parts of YOU if you don't value what you have. I believe in that "One " right person. I just have to trust that the "perfect something" is just asking me to be patient.

Regret. I don't know how I feel about it. I feel it. I've felt it. I know there is no point in experiencing it if you don't change it. So now, today - I'm faced with the decision to change everything. The patterns of the past cannot work. They don't work. They haven't worked. It is time to rewrite the path. As a parent, all I think of is what example I will be. It's really really important to me. My example wasn't ideal when I was growing up and so, without hesitation, it is entirely up to me. I have to be the woman, mom, entrepreneur, writer, human being that doesn't just let things happen. I have to trust that if something is worth fighting for - you fight. If you find that perfect something, you foster and nurture it. And do not be too stubborn. It just builds a wall and while it can be broken down, it's very hard to break through. So that's that. Mistakes made. Regret buried within. Hope begging to see the light ... No matter what we do, we have to be our best. Period. So - today - start being your best even when it's painful. If I can do it, so can you. As for that "perfect something", well, for now I guess it's just asking for water and time and patience.