Hi! I've been a fan since you started writing 19 days fics! I finished reading SITB a few weeks ago. One of my fave part in SITB was when MGS sang his heart out and it caught the boys off guard especially HT, kinda reminds me of one of the songs used in their radio drama that was sang by the voice actor of MGS himself, can't help but imagine that it was that song when MGS sang (see my blog for deets). Anyways, good luck and looking forward for more Tianshan angst! :)
[2/2] Hi. It’s me again. Sorry if you’ve been asked about this a lot but just wondering about the status of Dawn Rising. I’m not really a historical lit person but before I knew it, I was reading the whole thing until morning. Is it still WIP or has it been dropped? Please don’t, no matter how long it takes for you to finish it, take your time, I’ll wait ‘coz it’s really good! Also, about it being OOC, if it is, well it’s not the cringey kind of OOC, I must say. Good luck. :)
Hi there!
Thank you for your message! I’m so glad you enjoyed swimming in the blood – I’ve been heavily considering writing a side-piece for the fic that revolves around He Cheng and Qui Feng, so I’ll be posting details on my blog if that comes to light. :’)
I hadn’t heard anything about that radio drama, but that’s so cool! I just found it on your blog. (I admit the non-con and omegaverse is not something I’m interested in as a fan-creator/consumer, but a fan-made radio drama is a really neat idea.)
RE: Dawn Rising. I have no idea, honestly. I have no current plans to revisit it. I was talking with my boyfriend about this a couple of days ago, and he asked me if I’d be willing to completely re-work it now I have the benefit of hindsight and a better handle on the characters, and I said no. I stopped writing Dawn Rising because my interest in 19 Days as a whole was waning, and when I came back to the fandom, I wanted to be writing new things that challenged me in new ways.
Similar to what the article I posted yesterday was talking about, fanfiction can be used a sandpit for creative development and improvement of writing skills. That’s largely what it is for me, and so while re-working Dawn Rising might be beneficial from an editing/re-hauling POV, I also want to keep moving forward?
RE: your point about the characters not being “cringey OOC”: for me that’s not super important – it’s more about how I feel about writing it and how I feel I’m writing the characters. I wouldn’t think “this is okay to put in because the readers won’t mind”; it’s more “I mind so I’m not doing this”. It’s important not to write for other people (or to act on the instincts of readers).
I’m not in the best financial position right now either, so commissions are more important for me to work on from a practical/realistic perspective. It’s pretty blunt of me to say, but while I love and have always written fanfiction for pure enjoyment and no other gain, that’s not hugely viable for me anymore, and just having “emotional” support (comments, likes, etc.) doesn’t help me fund my living.
I hope this makes sense to you, and I’m sorry if this isn’t the answer you’re looking for, but it’s the best I can give at this point! Thank you so much for reading and supporting my work, and I hope you have an awesome day.












