#dayle world problems

[edamahun]

A Very Fun (see: Not Fun) thing about whatever is going on with my brain (ADHD? Autism? Both? Other?) is that I don't experience friendship decay.

We haven't spoken in 10 years? In my mind, we're still as close as we always were.

In neurotypical minds, this is apparently not the case.

And it sucks that people I think and speak of fondly, and send memes to because they remind me of them, and use in anecdotes do not think of me the same way.

And I'll try reaching out only to be met with the bare minimum or even be left on read.

It worked out extremely well for me one time, when I brute forced rekindled a friendship from my teen years and it led to our D&D group forming (and I am eternally grateful to them, because now that group are some of my favourite people in the world).

But it still sucks seeing people I still care about not give a shit about me 👍

[edamahun]

Sent some emails, wrote up some blurbs for work, paid some invoices, applied for another market, and now i need a nap.

[edamahun]

Forgor to apply for Supanova before the early bird prices ended (i am NOT paying $600+ for a fucking artist alley table because that's fucking bananas)

Got rejected for Oz-Comicon coz they suck (truly, lots of artists and makers are mad bc OZCC is hella cliquey and just keep accepting the same artists every single year)

Just applied for a con in Adelaide so fingers crossed.

I need to do at least one mainland con this year or I will go insane(er)

[edamahun]

Dad's memorial service was today. I am fucking exhausted. Was nice and chill tho. But so stressful organising everything and giving the speechy speech and stuff. Glad it's done.

Universe pls I need a fucking break now

[edamahun]

is there a way to stop community posts showing up in my fyp? coz i hate them

i do not want to see cullenromancers (gag, disgusting, get some taste)

i'm not a trans furry (but more power to y'all)

my fyp os just fucking FULL of community posts

it's so annoyiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing

[edamahun]

Give Away One (1) uterus. Works simultaneously too well AND not at all! Have you ever wanted all the worst parts of having a uterus with none of the (supposed) benefits? For the low, low price of free*, this bad boy could be YOURS!

*paying for a hysterectomy

[edamahun]

luteal phase is just barbarian-style raging for 2 weeks straight i'm gonna commit a murder or seven

[edamahun]

Well.

TW - parent death (and I guess spoiler alert!)

Dad passed on Wednesday night without warning. I found out when I got off the plane to Melbourne on Thursday morning.

Melbourne Airport got to see a patented Dayle Meltdown. Those are usually reserved for the shower or department store fitting rooms. (I have to make jokes, it is my absolute strongest coping mechanism)

Mum is surprisingly put together, and is already planning stuff, so that's nice. I was really concerned I'd have to be the Eldest Daughter and keep everything going. We actually had the same ideas for the service and stuff; I am nothing if not my mother's daughter.

Jake seems okay, but that boy has some weapons-grade autism, so emotions aren't his strong suit.

I'm...okay. As okay as one can be in these types of situations, anyway. Very tired. Was very weird having to be in an entirely different state for a day before being able to see my mum, who I live a 30 minute drive from.

And it's VERY weird to be grieving and so utterly relieved at the same time.