Alyce - Dear Santa , Tilly - Dear future me , Skylar - Dear Mom
Dear Santa… Or North… Ok! Never mind!
I would like to thank you for all of your work. Thank you for making all the children happy and joyful at christmas. You work very hard, with demanding children saying they would like this and that jadda jadda jadda Etc.
Ok… Maybe I was one of those kids as a child, but I am so grateful for everything I got. I was told as I grew up that people like you were not real and it was merely your parents. But I still believed you were real. It was re-assuring when I was told you were > A < I mean I am friggin 20 and still believe in Santa… Wow… I truly am a 5 year old at heart.
So hey future me! Glad you kept this and didn’t lose it so you can read back at how much of a dork I am at 18! But I digress.
Did you carry on at college? Go to uni? Do not tell me I became a stripper or something! If you did, Did Alyce stop you? Aly is like a sister to me so she would XD. But seriously, Did you continue with our dream? Did you carry on with Drama? Please tell me you did!
But anyway… What are you doing now? Are you in a relationship? Married? Got kids!? What did you name the little Brats I mean angels~
So mom…. I wish you could read this. I’ll leave this at you grave and maybe you will see this? Aha, Wow, I am too whimpy. You wont see this. You aren’t here anymore.
I am sorry that I am the reason that the world lost someone so bright and amazing like you. I am sorry that because of your health and the pregnancy, you had to lose your life. Why didn’t you just terminate your pregnancy? Did you really love me that much that you gave your life to let me into the world? I feel selfish to say this, but I wish you hadn’t done that… I wish you had had an abortion to get rid of me so that you could have survived.
