#dazed thinking

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hi im joining the wagon! idc HOW much you dont enjoy a character, when the creator/actor SAYS TRANS RIGHTS, then its fucking trans rights.

youre allowed to not enjoy alex kralie, thats fine. i get why! hes done bad things!! but to ERASE what joseph has said. JUST BC ‘‘oh i dont like him hes bad’‘ ?????

joseph. delage. himself is a HUGE ally of LGBT. you dont get to erase him and what he believes is right.

anyone can be an ally. ANY. ONE. sorry to say it, but its true!!!!

you dont need to like him, but you probably shouldnt erase when someone’s being a fucking ally.

alex kralie and joseph delage say trans rights, sorry <3

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hm! i think im gay for @dogbi and @goatbi !!!!! /romo

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might b a little ranty?

IDK nhjrmkenj i like my personal tumblr a lot and kinda. feel safe-ish here?

idk if like venting/ranting is a good idea BUT IM DOING IT ANYWAY.

sometimes i really wish i didn’t figure out that i was on a aroace spectrum.

im roseromantic and feasexual.

roseromantic = someone who wants/enjoys the idea of romance, but after a while loses feelings or becomes romance repulsed

feasexual = someone who feels sexual attraction but goes away or turns into disgust when acted upon

it makes sense as to why i could like someone, and then just. not.

but it hurts really bad because..am i just not cut out for dating? am i just. that undatable? or unloveable to where i had to be aroace?

i wanna be with someone, i want the idea of dating to be a thing! but i always end up going through a question circle of ‘‘yeah i like them like that’‘ but then ‘‘nah, just close’‘ . and it bothers me so much.

maybe im just. so not cut out for love that my body had to show it by making me aro. it just really hurts and i feel so horrid with myself.

idk. some nice words or help would be appreciated.

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NEW USER YIPPEE

maplebeebs -> mickey-mousey

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AAAAAAH THIS MUSIC LOOP THING RLLY HITS ABT IT.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zz1XNaIwdJw

‘‘i hope we’re still friends, yeah, i hope you dont mind..!’‘

OAAAAAAAAAAUCCHHCHCNHC OUCH

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kinda wish i could comm or write..bc brain is Hyperfixated on dsmp rn (just the lore and characters, i want anyone who knows me to know i dont watch the lore, i only know it bc the fanbase AND for the content creators tht have been bad? ick.) i just..nobody but 3 people in my friend circle would get this, so, oops @ them BHNJMK,L

but..i just. i want an angst fic where dream/dreamed is having flashbacks of who he was before, and he remembers a time where sapnap and george were fighting him..and sapnap had said ‘‘WHO ARE YOU ANYMORE?’‘ while george was crying next to him...and hearing that yell echo, dream/dreamed snaps out of it and just cries and hopes he can see his friends again

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH

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gay thoughts under the cut :]

thinkin about holding them! thinkin about beind held by them!

thinkin about going on walks with them! thinking about..just them lmfao.

im just a littol gayass i guess!!

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THEYRE COMING HOME!! @dogbi AND @goatbi ARE COMING HOME

little like!!! context under the cut!! might be long so thats why theres a cut

so for a good while pawz ( @dogbi ) and armel ( @goatbi ) have been living somewhere (not gonna say the state, bc idk if theyre comfy!). they did it on a whim (/lh), bc yknow!! love. i get it.

but i predicted they did it too fast and sadly they did, and theyre unhappy there. all 3 of us are unhappy abt it for many reasons!!

so we decided, theyre gonna come back. but yknow..train trip pricey. it was looking to be $700, wouldnt be coming until LATE this year- and i was torn about it. but something kept telling me to keep searching for prices, keep looking. keep pushing.

and that, is why theyre now coming home MARCH 4TH!!!! i feel bad for being pushy on accident, but we 3 are unhappy being away like this i just couldnt sit!!

SORRY FOR THE RANT IM JUST GAY AND HAPPY