You completely amAZES ME WITH YOUR HEADCANONS!!! Your ability to think so much about the many different AUs involving the two angry basketball boyfriends is unbelievable! I lose my shit just by thinking of them lazing on bed bc it's cold, and you're writing essays here...! Thanks for that :''D So, I'm curious... Have you ever thought what would it be like if they broke up after years of dating & then, years later, they stumbled on each other? Like in a party, in a match, during a trip...
I think they would feel /very/ awkward for obviously reasons.... Probably even avoid the other because d a m n, the other was the person they loved the most and the worst break up in their lives, but I guess that they would try to be cool and friendly, but end up getting closer again without noticing. But then they would find out what the other did in the past years, like jobs and other relationships and even "oh kagami! did you know aomine is engaged?" and "... what? :---D"
Because "nO NO I DON'T WANT THIS I WANT HIM AGAIN" and *heavy sigh* it amuses me the idea of them wanting to get back together but struggling with things in their current lives bc they aren't the same as they were when they broke up... I like drama too, so~
WAHHHHHHHHHH I'M!!!!!! NOTHING SPECIAL OKAY /blushes/ I mean I just love these two so so so much and I can't stop thinking about them and hhhhhhhhhhh /sob
ANYWAY (THIS IS SUCH A FUCKING ESSAY IM SO SORRY) about the AU i love it i love everything about it but please don't make me suffer omfg I don't really like thinking about them breaking up because IT HURTS ME but if they did they most probably would because of THE BIGGEST MISUNDERSTANDING EVER because! They love each other! They're each other's everything! Everything they ever wished for and everything they could ever need, they're so in love and need each other so much /sob/ also they have lots of friends that would help them work out whatever problem they have, so all in all there aren't that many scenarios for me in which they would break up... anyway, one of them would be this one
They break up after five years they've been together - five years means they're now around 21/22, and both of them are pretty much done with whatever university they chose to go to, and Kagami is super stressed because hahaha his father wants him back in the States - so so so hear me out here, it's an headcanon I have that Kagami's dad is someone really important in his field of work and he wants and needs Kagami to come back and take over the family business, he really needs it - Kagami isn't interested at all tho, and they kind of clash for a while untill Kagami's dad goes "alright let's, let's do it like this, you come back and try it out and if you really can't bear to take over my job I'll find someone else, but at least try" - so we're at this point now, five years into his relationship with Aomine and Kagami just doesn't know what to do, how to go about this stuff because first there's basketball and he wants to keep playing and second there's Aomine and he really doesn't want to leave him behind - but on the other hand he really loves his dad, he's the only family he has left and he DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
So he's stressed, and a bit out of it, and Aomine notices but doesn't press Kagami to talk in any way - Kagami doesn't want to talk about it with Ao, doesn't want him to worry about it, and it just, it makes the tension grow between them, they fight more and can't seem to properly talk anymore and it's a damn mess. It goes on for a while, and the more time passes the more Aomine doesn't want to ask Kagami what's wrong with him, stops him whenever it seems like he wants to talk about it, because he starts getting all these weird ideas and what ifs in his mind and one day he just, he's in the bed, late at night, can't seem to sleep, and his brain just goes he wants to break up with you
Which would seem fucking ridiculous normally and, you know, at first he just shakes his head and tries not to think about it but that thought stays at the back of his mind the whole damn time and, it's just, what if it's true, what if that's what Kagami wants to do - he's scared, somewhat, and also hurt, and he just can't bear the idea of Kagami breaking up with him, so when one day Kagami goes we need to talk Aomine just panics and blurts out "let's break up"
After that it's a bit of a mess, Kagami gets angry and starts shouting becuase what the actualy fuck he's spent the last three months beating himself up over not wanting too leave this asshole behind and he just wants to break up? and Aomine takes the whole anger and shouting as Kagami being angry that he beat him to it so he starts shouting as well and, yeah, they don't get much talking done there, Kagami just storms out of the apartment and thinks fuck everything I'm going back to LA
which he does. He goes back, stops talking to nearly everyone aside from Kuroko (who tires, really tries to make him talk to Aomine but Kagami is just so angry and refuses to talk about what happened and how it happened and in the end Kuroko just gives up) and he starts working with his father - gives up after half a year because it really isn't his cup of tea, lets Alex help him get scouted in some good NBA team, and tries to forget everything about Aomine and whatever's linked to him
Aomine does something pretty similar on his side, refuses to talk about what happened with whoever asks and refuses even only the idea of thinking about Kagami - he keeps playing basketball, of course, gets scouted by some national team and tries not to think about how much it fucking hurts keeping on playing now that Kagami isn't on the other side of the court
It's some very miserable years for both of them, after that. Kagami refuses to see anyone - for however much Himuro presses and tries to have him meet this one really nice girl or that one adorable guy - while Aomine storms his way through numerous too short relationships for a while and then gives up completely as well, in the end - neither of them changes phone number or skype name, still wishing that the other would call or send a fucking text or mail or something but it never happens, and they don't know if they're happy about it or utterly disappointed
They meet again when they're both 29 and Kuroko is getting married (I'll give you free reign on who he's getting married to I don't really care I ship every and each kuroko ship lmao) Kuroko told Kagami that he had to show up or else he swore to god he would cut him and that's how Kagami comes back to Japan for the first time in years, and for the first time in years he sees his friends
and Aomine
who is fucking stunning - he's so so so handsome and Kagami had thought he had somewhat gotten over him in seven damn years but he hasn't at all, he still feels it like he felt it the first time he had stopped in the middle of the court and had looked at Aomine's back and murmured amazing, he feels it so damn much, like his heart is being squeezed and there isn't enough air in the whole world and he fucking can't do this at all. But Kuroko is there, just beside Aomine, and he needs to go and at least greet him, so he takes in a big breath, straighten his back and forces himself to look as normal as possible while striding towards Kuroko and hugging him
which is when Aomine sees him - sees him for the first time in forever, and it's like someone just punched all the air out of him because FUCK he's so damn in love with Kagami. He was when he was fifteen and he was back when they broke up and were twentytwo and still is now at twentinine and he's never, ever going to get over this man, is he - he forces himself to stay neutral when Kagami turns around to greet him, forces himself not to move forward and kiss him when Kagami smiles at him, and it's so hard to be pleasant with the worst break up of his whole life but he makes it work. And so does Kagami. And they exchange infuriatingly useless small talks and stay civil the whole time and they don't fight even once which is so wrong for them and they both feel it, feel the distance between them and how awkward the air feels but they just, what else can they do? They want to run away and at the same time they never want to leave ever again and breathing is too hard and still they haven't felt this good in seven years and it's such a mess.
They end up easing into their usual way of acting around each other after a bit, still no banters because they can't let go that much but it's a bit more comfortable, a bit more right, and they can nearly forget the past seven years and the fight and the break up and the relationship too, they can nearly make themselves believe it never happened - and it works, somewhat? They talk a bit, catch up with one another, tell each other what they've been up to and stuff like that, and for the rest of the night it's like it's just the two of them - they don't wanna think about it, they really don't, but it's just like when they were young and stupid and in love and still fumbling to find the right way and words to confess and, and they feel a bit like they're falling in love all over again (and it's scary, but they force themselves not to think about it, to ignore it - which may be the most stupid thing they ever did their whole life, but they'll think about it the next day)
AND IT SEEMS TO BE GOING SO SO SO SMOOTHLY AND PERFECTLY and neither of them wants the damn night to end, even if it's stupid, even if it's just delusional, even if once tomorrow comes they'll once again be alone, even if somewhere in the back of their minds something is telling them that they should be angry at the other for breaking up with them, even if the wrongs of the situation most definitely overweight the rights - it seems to be so damn perfect, everything seems to be, untill Kuroko just goes up to Kagami, takes him away to talk to him privately and goes, "I know I said I wasn't going to interfere with yours and Aomine-kun's relationship, but I really think you should know that in about two months Aomine-kun is going to get married and maybe if you want to do something you should do it right now"
to which Kagami just kind of short circuits because WHAT what does he mean getting married with whom why when this is so wrong this is so not happening he can't let this happen - but still. Aomine did break up with him seven years ago. Maybe he's just being pleasant. Maybe he really doesn't care about Kagami like that anymore. Maybe what he wants is just his basketball rival back, maybe if he tells him that he's still in love with him he'll fuck up everything again and is he really sure he wants that to happen? So like he goes back to Aomine, but he isn't exactly there, not quite. And Aomine notices - notices the faraway eyes and the once again forced smile and he wanders what the hell Kuroko told him to have him like that and he just, when the night is about to come to a close and they'll go their separate ways and Aomine can't stand it anymore and the thought this is just like before we broke up him not talking and me not asking - at that point he'll just snap and go what the fuck is wrong with you now
and Kagami looks at him with this faraway gaze and asks why did you break up with me back then? because it's something he's always wanted to know, something he still can't make sense of, and if he has to definitely lose Aomine to someone else he at least wants to know why, so he asks, and Aomine looks at him like he's grown a second head out of the blue - what do you mean why, he goes, you wanted to end things anyway, didn't you? and it all devolves into a fight after that, because that's just how they work. One giving the other the blame, and while fighting everything comes out and Kagami goes why couldn't you just fucking ask! and Aomine answers why didn't you TALK TO BEGIN WITH! and Kagami'd yell WHATEVER WHAT'S THE POINT YOU'RE GETTING MARRIED ANYWAY and Aomine just. Blanks. Wide eyes and raised brows and slak jaw and - ...am I?
(clue Kuroko laughing in the background)
CHRIST THIS GOT SO OUT OF HAND BUT ANYWAY they'd make up after that, of course, kiss each other in the bathroom of the hotel where everything is taking place at - kiss like there is no tomorrow, wandering hands and panting breaths and moans and i love you's and i missed you so fucking much's and i cant believe you're this fucking stupid and you're one to talk you idiot
(after that kagami moves back to japan)(he's been missing tokyo and all his friends anyway, and he had given up playing competitively the year before)(aomine leaves the competitive playing too and becomes a coach)(kagami opens a restaurant because i'm a sucker for cook!kagami)(and now i need to shut the fuck up I may as well have written a fic what the fuck is wrong with me i'm so sorry)
40. exes meeting again after not speaking for years au
“This could have been us if we didn’t fuck up.” Aomine commented slyly, nodding toward his two best friends and the pink haired baby sleeping proudly on Momoi’s laps as Kuroko and Kise watched her every movement. The picture was beautifully soothing and had brought a smile to his lips the moment he had seen Kuroko and Momoi, so peaceful and happy. Aomine was damn right, but while he was joking about it Kagami was genuinely bemoaning that fact.
The redhead averted his eyes from the sight and closed them, cursing his damn luck that of all days he could have chosen to visit the newly born it had to be the same as Aomine’s. And of course they had to sit together and maintain small talk to appease Momoi’s wrath they had won over months of not talking to each other. “You mean if you didn’t fuck up.”
Aomine scoffed and crossed his arms over his large chest. “That was the problem…”
“You mean that was your problem?”
Aomine sighed and slid in his seat as if the conversation was more tiring than it should normally be and Kagami had to agree. The redhead also knew he had become annoying over the last years. So annoying that he had spent three fucking years of his life unable to maintain a single, healthy relationship because he was too annoying and not because he was unable to forget his ex – it was what he had always wanted to believe. However, he couldn’t lie to himself anymore.
That ring around Aomine’s finger hurt him more than he could have ever imagined and not simply because the tanned man had apparently been able to move on with his life, but because Aomine would never be his anymore.
“You are so not cute.”
“I don’t want to hear that coming from you.” Kagami stood and trotted to the kitchen, having no business here other than wanting to run away from the pressure threatening his chest. He leant against the counter and sighed, rolling his eyes in frustration when he heard footsteps behind him.
“Can you please let me alo-” the redhead had to take some steps back to catch the small thing Aomine had just thrown at him. “W-what the fuck is that?”
“I was going to give it to you that day…”
Kagami stared dumbstruck at the ring in his hand before looking up at Aomine, a confused frown on his features and a mix of hope and anger.
“Don’t look at me like that… it makes me more nervous.” Aomine had never seemed so honest and fragile.
Kagami nodded and swallowed, looking back at that thing glaring hole in his heart by just being in his palm. “Wha… what made you think that I would have said yes?”
Aomine shrugged. “I don’t really know.” And then he rubbed his nape and sighed, but for once Kagami noticed it was not because Aomine found him annoying but because Aomine was really nervous. He had been this nervous the whole fucking time.
“But it is the same thing that makes me believe you will say yes. Is it wrong?”
Kagami swallowed again and gave himself time to process Aomine’s words. “…You actually knew I would be coming today, didn’t you?”
Aomine chuckled. “Guilty as charged. So, is it wrong?”
“Yes!!!”
“You mean yes as in you will marry me, don’t you?”
Kagami shook his head in disbelief and face-palmed himself, but honestly it was to hide the smile threatening to tear his lips and the uncalled wetness of his eyes. “You are so stupid.”
Aomine shrugged, inching closer. “I guess, but so are you?” and he hated hearing Aomine so fragile and insecure because it made him unable to deny his own burning feelings.
“I guess too.”
The elated and toothy smile Aomine gave him was the smile of a man whose proposal had just been accepted and Kagami didn’t deny it either.
de-kachin a réagi à votre billet “AO3 please finds a way for me to get straight to the chapter I wanna...”
Go to "Chapter Index" and choose the chapter you want from there! I also had the same problem when reading Jungle Fever till I found out that miracle...!
Oh yeah I already know that trick dear ~ what I want is a link to the latest chapter directly when you find the story in the "Aomine/Kagami" tag. I don't want to click on any other button before or after. lol just this one who would bring me directly to the LATEST chapter from the aokaga tag lool ^^
de-kachin a réagi à votre billet “I know my Sousuke bby is gonna be alright because Rin will never let...”
I am worried and I am crying. THAT BOY WAS LEFT ALONE WITH THAT SHOULDER. RIN IS IN AUSTRALIA WITH HARU, MAKOTO IS IN UNIVERSITY, THE OTHER BOYS ARE STILL IN SCHOOL... He should at least be a swimming teacher like Makoto, since he helped Momo and Ai.
WHY ARE YOU DOING ME THIS???? I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT HE WILL BE ALRIGHT AND I ALMOST SUCCEED AND YOU... YOU... YOU... !!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYYYYY???? I HATE U!!!!!
Real life name: Irina
Nickname: Ruki, Rugay
Birthday: 22.04.
Gender: female
Sexuality: I don't know I don't care ask me again when I'm in a relationship
Height: 157 cm
Time zone: GMT +1
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Average hours of sleep I get each night: 6 - 8 hours
OTPs: RINHARU (free), Tsukkiyama & Kuroken & Kagehina (Haikyuu), Siren (In the flesh), Nezushi (No.6), Aoki (the Gazette)
The last thing I Googled was: Kuroken (◡‿◡✿)
Most used phrases: probably "I hate this anime/band so much" and "he's so dumb I love him"
First word that comes to mind: RIN THIS FUCKER RUINED MY LIFE
What I last said to a family member: "thanks"
One place that makes me happy and why: concert halls because. 8)
How many blankets I sleep under: one, sometimes 2. but 3 pillows
Favourite beverage: tea
The last movie I watched in the cinema: how to train your dragon two ;; ♥
Three things I can’t live without: rukis voice, food, internet
Something I plan on learning: I want to get better as sewing and doing make up and cosplay basically
A piece of advice for all my followers: stop living for other people but yourself. you've only got this one life so do whatever the fuck you want and be whoever you want to be.
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Thank you! ;A; although idk who i should send this to. i also don’t want to leave anyone out and make them feel bad so
1. i have great taste in socks2. i’m good at making soup3. my hair looks really pretty in the right lighting4. i never forget to tell people i love them5. I have the coolest dreams!! they’re so fun!!
