as much as i enjoy soft vandella (dutch x javier), i can't help but froth at the mouth over a toxic, abusive almost violent dynamic between them. mostly because i'd like to imagine dutch exerting his influence and his power over javier to a point where javier starts to doubt if dutch was even right in the first place, but when dutch sees him doubting him, he just further brainwashes him back into submission, back into his arms and back into being the mindless devotee that he'd always had been for him or the thought of dutch sexually torturing javier without any consequences because he tells javier that this is to help him keep 'strong'. javier, in too deep, accepts it as fact despite getting this sinking, terrible feeling that this wasn't supposed to be happening to him....
I must say that my favourite thing is a jealous and deranged Liam and the fact that the brick through the window never happened disappointment me a little bit :c can you imagine some scenarios were he is like that??
And to think there's a fic that explores what could've happened after the brick incident but it's an open ending... Sigh.
Let's dive into it.
TW ⚠️ dubcon, probably non-con. Just dead dove stuff in general
Noel described Liam as a violent person before. And from what we know, if he reaches the rage point of no return, he will act on it. This reminds me of the neck-grabbing incident with Debbie, that I choose to ignore because for some reason they're still together. Whatever I guess haha.
So, I don't want to be so ooc with Liam, but those are the reasons why I like to explore the idea of him becoming EVEN WORSE!!! Plus being away from Noel turned him into this crazy ex gf archetype ahahah. I'm gonna make that darker.
I like the idea of Noel feeling responsible of Liam's monster, first ignoring that, and then becoming terrified of the uncertainty. What's Liam gonna do next? It's kind of like a bad trained dog problem, like when they have to be put down for attacking people, but it's heartbreaking as it's not their fault, it's the owner's. That's how Noel feels.
Let's put this during the breakup era around 2009. These bitches are being verbally abusive and Liam is venting his anger on stuff, like furniture and such. Noel feels cornered, but maintains his proud posture, until at some point he pushes all Liam's rage buttons, and things escalate to physical fighting. Liam has grown bulkier, grabbing Noel effortlessly while also trying to hit him on vital spots. And no one is trying to interfere outside of this hypothetical room, what for? That's how they sort it out, right?
Except not this time. If there's something that can make Liam more deranged is thinking he's able to humiliate and dom Noel through sexual shaming. And what if they haven't fucked in a while, years maybe??? Liam is frustrated, and he fully believes he's allowed some entitlement over Noel's body after so much time CONTAINING HIMSELF.
So instead of punching Noel, he bends his limb body against a surface, and there's a mirror in front of them. Noel stares back at Liam through the reflection and realises what's gonna happen next, but he can't seem to fight back (and if he tries, there's no use after losing all his energy). The cruel reality is that Liam's not his little brother anymore. He's a corrupted man now, his eyes are dark and his smirk is mischievous. Noel is froze on the spot as he feels the hands roaming his body with no care. Then Liam takes what he wants to take.
It's awful, it's painful, and it makes Noel cry a little, avoiding the mirror. The pace is fast and rough, no sign of love in the action, just pure instinct from Liam's part. And if you want this more deranged he's mumbling how good it feels to be back inside his brother, threatening to do it again soon.
Of course to give Noel some peace (SOME OF IT), he leaves Oasis, and he blocks Liam out of his life. Maybe this is why he became crazier afterwards.
What do you think? Do you want me to be more explicit? I couldn't bring myself to fully write the cruelty of the act cuz it's late and I'm dry lmao. But I hope you liked it! ❤️❤️
i know i talk alot about vandella but i have to get this brain rot of micah bell and javier escuella out of my head: (tw for mentions of noncon and violence)
someone on bluesky, back around christmas time gave me the idea for a fanfic about a wild west cowboy christmas where the cowboys are all drunk and exchanging gifts, only for it to end in gun play noncon because someone got someone else a shitty gift (intentionally, like, wrapped up used chewing tobacco or something and all i can think about is javier and micah having to exchange gifts and they both get other shitty gifts and it ending with micah bending javier over and nonconning him and 🥴...yeah...
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it's an inevitable
Harry/Severus. Rated: E. Words: 876. Underage. Soulmates. Student/teacher. Voyeurism.
A birthday gift?? For moi?? And such a perfect, lovely one at that! 💖 I was so touched to be gifted, and that was before I'd even read it! Reading it, though??? I am truly blessed.
Severus Snape can be patient. He's spent six years watching and waiting, after all.
no "i" in threesome
Harry/Severus. James/Severus. Harry/James/Severus. Rated: E. Words: 3,700. Time travel. Dub-con. Somnophilia. Incest. Threesome.
“Fuck me, Sev, this is too much for so early in the day,” James Potter says, when he pushes open the dormitory door to find his green-eyed doppelgänger balls-deep in Snape’s arse.
Or: Harry learns the hard way why wizards should never tamper with time.
pretty in panic
Horace/Theodore. Draco/Theodore. Rated: E. Words: 555. Underage. Rape/non-con. Student/teacher. Polyjuice. Coercion. Dead dove.
“Please,” begged Nott at once, his voice hoarse. The word sounded strange as it rolled off his lips, as though he wasn’t the sort of boy who was accustomed to begging.
Innocent boys were always the most fun to corrupt.
something lovers call fate
Fleur/Pansy. Rated: E. Words: 19,223. Veela Fleur. Sex worker Pansy. Dom/sub. Dom Pansy. Sub Fleur. Getting Together. Mutual Pining. Hurt/comfort.
Fleur Delacour’s magic is spilling out of her, drenching people in her scent and forcing them to obey her every command. What’s a Veela to do?
Enter Pansy Parkinson, tamer of dragons — and women.
this feels right (and i'm letting it)
Neville/Oliver. Rated: E. Words: 17,870. Friends to lovers. Mutual pining. Quidditch injury. Light dom/sub. Wood You Rather 2022. Chubby Neville Fest 2022.
Oliver had planned to spend his recovery somewhere charming but boring, like a lakeside cabin or a house on the beach.
He had never expected to spend his days in a tea shop in Muggle London, learning about herbs and tea leaves from the most beautiful man he had ever seen in his life.
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