i saw eyes, so many eyes. unblinking, unmoving silver eyes.
they watched me, closely, just as i had watched them.
i took steps back; they did not.
i was not the hunter, i was the prey.
something ran into the abandoned barn,
or maybe more than one something.
i heard it move, i heard it against the walls and
scratching every which way. i heard the teeth
gnaw and gnaw and gnaw.
i couldnt tell if it was flesh or bone.
i saw a white tree.
at least, i thought i did.
there are no white trees in our forest.
but it reminded me of a wedding dress.
a black cat appeared before me.
i took one step, and it disappeared
into the night. perhaps it was the night
returning to itself.
i heard a bird behind me,
i also felt eyes on my back.
the bird kept crowing, and i kept looking for it.
it would always crow in the distance,
no matter how close i got. eventually,
the crowing turned into screaming.
i offered bread to the old spirits and gods,
i exclaimed my name so they knew who i was
and where i came from. i did not want to be
strangers. i laid the bread down, and turned around.
i looked back, and it was gone.
a note for myself: do not look back.