Dean 🥺😍
(The man whom I miss and love v much)
I was getting dressed ready to meet up with dean. We’ve been seeing each other for a couple months but only started officially dating recently, the amount of pressure we’ve had from fans and new articles... it’s been wild. Dean and I both wanted to keep our fresh relationship undercover because we just wanted time together before becoming public for the world to have their input. He invited me to his show tonight so here I am on my way, I was so excited to see him after a whole week of him being in japan for work. Ever since we met we’ve been meeting regularly so a week felt like a month, I’m excited but I’m nervous like I feel after tonight everyone’s gonna know about our relationship. I’m not ready for my ig comments to turn into people’s diary. After I finished getting dressed I message dean
Me: Hey babe
Me: I’m ready
~ Baby💖 Calling ~
I pick up ‘hi’ I start ‘why didn’t you just call’ he giggles. ‘I didn’t know if you was busy’ I walk into the kitchen to make a little snack ‘I’m never too busy for you’ he replies. I start cheesing way too hard ‘okayyy’ he laughs at my response ‘so you ready for the driver to pick you up’ I can hear him moving into a quieter room. ‘Yeah’ ‘ok cool it’s coming soon, I can’t wait to see you’ he’s just tooo cute ‘neither can I’ I play with the rip in my jeans. ‘We have something to talk about when you get here’ I get a little worried ‘what’ I’m eager to know. ‘I’ll let you know when you get here’ I roll my eyes ‘ugh I hate thaaat’ he just chuckles ‘I’ll seen you soon’ he says as I hear people calling him. ‘See you’ I make kiss sound and put the phone down. I finish my snack and I hear a text as I clean the sides.
Dean: cars outside
I grab my puffer jacket and head down.
‘Thank you’ I said to the driver and step out. I made my way into the venue from the back, as I’m walking I see security guards for the venue so I text dean because they don’t know me. He got his manager come get me. My stomach started with the nervous butterflies and I started smiling, his manager opened his dressing room door for me ‘thanks’.
I stepped in and saw him sat there on the couch with his friends ‘ hi’ I said quietly as they all looked to see who just came through the door. Dean jumped up and hugged me tight ‘hi baby’ he whispered in my ear ‘I missed you so much’ I rubbed his back ‘i missed you too’ his friends got up and started leaving. I started shaking my head and stepping away he just pulled me back ‘let them go’ he stared at me as I whispered a quick ‘sorry’ as they closed the door. He pulled me to the couch and took my jacket off before I sat down. ‘I like this’ he said as he ran his hand down my corset/ top. I wore it with baggy light blue jeans and blue air Jordan 1s. My hair was up in messy curly bun and I went with light makeup completed with a necklace and matching studs. ‘Thanks’ I looked at him, I needed to take in his beauty. He softly pinched my cheek ‘what’ I shook my head. He leant in and lightly kissed me, I kissed him back before a knock on the door interrupted us. ‘Come in’ he shouted, his manager ‘you gotta be on stage in like 10 minutes’ he looked at his watch and then back up at dean. Dean nodded ‘I’m coming’ his manager closed the door, dean stood up and held my hand ‘let’s go’ as we were leaving his room I remembered what he said on the phone ‘what did you want to talk about?’ He looked back ‘I want everyone to know that you’re my girlfriend’ he smiled. ‘What’ I was a little shook, ‘you don’t want that?’ I nodded ‘I do... it’s just random and I’m a little scared’ he stopped and looked down at me ‘one everyone kinda knows we’re dating and two I would never let anyone hurt you EVER’ in that moment I didn’t care anymore ‘yeah let’s do it’ I smile at him. He smiled back and pecked my lips before getting his mic pack on. He kept looking over at me and pulling faces and winking, he’s so silly. He finally stepped onto the stage and the scream were loud af, I watched him perform from the side and sang along. He rushed off after all the goodbyes and took off his pack. ‘Let’s go babe’ he held my hand as we made our way back to his dresser, he went a took a shower and got changed. ‘I’m done.... babe?’ I looked up from my phone ‘hmm’ he put on his coat ‘let’s do a insta live’ I thought about it for like 2 seconds and then nodded. He smiled and took his phone and turn it on, he put his phone on the table and watched everyone come in and started commenting. He waved ‘hi guys’ ooh I was nervous all over again. ‘How is everyone?’ He asked, he looked a little serious as he read comments and I knew he was nervous too. ‘I’m good... I’m glad you enjoyed the show’ he smiled. ‘I have something to tell you guys..... yeah secret announcement’ he looked up at me and smiled. It’s now or never I thought, what’s the worse that can happen? Right! He waved me to come closer to him and get in the camera. He put his arm over my shoulders ‘this is my girlfriend guys, y/n’ I waved like an idiot and he giggled ‘be nice to her guys.... we just wanted to come on here and let you guys know, I guess some of you knew I was dating’ he looked at me so I looked at him like he had something to say. We just stared at each other and then laughed because it was awkward. We started to read the comments, this was what I was scared of.
Comment: I KNEW YOU WERE DATING
comment: EJBSKSBDJDIEJE I SHIP IT
Comment: OMG SHES SO PRETTYYYEHSHS
I giggled at the comments ‘thanks guys’ dean couldn’t stop staring at me ‘what’s up?’ I asked him. He shook his head ‘nothing’ I turned back to his phone
Comment: The WAY he’s looking at her like helloooooo IM
JEALOUS!
Comment: This is WHY HES BEEN SO HAPPY THESE DAYS.
‘She is the reason why I’ve been so happy that’s true’ he held my hands and kissed them.
Comments flooded in too fast ‘awww’ ‘goals’ is what it was pretty much filled with.
Dean smiled ‘ok guys thanks for all the love and support but we’re gonna go now I’m hungry’ he turned to me ‘you hungry?’ I nodded ‘I’m starving’ he picked up his phone ‘see guys my baby’s starving so I’ve gotta go, bye... I love you all’ he pressed the button and switched it off. ‘Whew.. at least now there’s no hiding and no fear of articles blasting us! We’ve already done it’ he came and held my waist. ‘True’ I agreed, he put my jacket on me ‘let’s go’ he stood there holding his hand out while I was zipping my jacket up. When I looked up he was staring at me ‘babe seriously what?’ I questioned him. ‘I love you’ he said too quickly as if it fell out his mouth without any control. I stepped to him and looked him in his eyes ‘I guess the cats out the bag’ he chuckled nervously ‘I love you too’ I said and I truly meant it. We hugged tightly and he put my fallen curls behind my ear before passionately kissing me. ‘Right now we need to go eat before I faint and dragged me out.
(The spaces are tumblrs fault and I can’t fix it 😤😩)