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Dear Diary from Haru about Walter?

Dear Diary 💕

I met the kindest man today. He lives in this lovely house in the middle of the woods, that he built himself! Although I think he should let in more sunlight, it's otherwise a lovely place and having a tea party there will be lovely.

I was told he was once a famous chef, and that he sews his own clothes, and also the clothes for his son. I think the poor kid suffers from anxiety, that's why they spent so much time inside, but he is also lovely and plays the piano beautifully 🎵🎶

They served me some of their homemade food and it was so, so good. He showered me with compliments and Gabriel played for us, I felt so welcome, almost as if I was part of the family.

I look forward to visiting them again, I'll make sure to take some of my best deserts 💕❤️

Hopefully next time Orfeu will accept dressing modestly, they seem to be a bit old fashioned, but I'm sure they'd love Orfeu if they gave eachother a chance.

Love, Haru 💕❤️🌺🌹

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Dear diary for Rory after Hayden selected Callum

Dear diary

It happened. He's gone. I mean sure, I knew he would because he's Callum and he's awesome and anyone would be lucky to have him in their lives.

It's just. It's just that I can't help but wish that it was my life that he was in. I would never Select him. He's not something I could...I don't know. Not something I could force into my life.

But now he's gone? It's like when you've been out in the sun so everything looks off-colour when you come back in. It doesn't look right anymore. And it's not getting any better.

I drank too much and bothered my neighbour and i think I cried at her. She'll never be my friend now.

I'm a dick.

I miss Callum.

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Dear diary for Orfeu after Blue ran off to visit Warren?

cw: lots of swearing; stockholm syndrome

Dear Diary <3

FUCK WARREN, disgusting asshole photographer, I hope he and the next seven generations of his family are fucking cursed to always have a finger in front of the lens. I hope his camera fucking explodes. I hope the light is always fucking off. I hope he trips and falls and breaks his fucking face on the sidewalk.

I thought Blue was over this. He hasn’t really been talking about Warren lately, or at least not bringing him up to me. Now I have to wonder if these little visits have been happening a lot or if it was really a one time thing, as Blue claimed.

I wish I could make Blue just… understand how fucked up that guy is, and all the fucked up shit he has done. But of course, it doesn’t work like that, it never does.

I could have exploded there, taken Blue away and given him a ‘no-warren’ rule or something… But why would that work? It never worked with me. Having people scream at me that I couldn’t do something or be angry about my choices was just a way for me to fucking hide them and do worse behind their backs. Why would anyone bring things up just to be berated, anyway?

And hell, his feelings are valid. They are stupid feelings, but valid all the same, and I’ve gotta remember that. Hopefully, someday, Blue will develop a better taste in man.

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Dear Diary… from Farlan?

cw: pet whump; intrusive thoughts

Dear Diary

I went on a trip with father this weekend. Pastel and BB were mostly fine, Orfeu came in to check on them on saturday and they slept alone on sunday to monday. I think I can start trusting them to be alone for a couple of nights, maybe.

Anyway, the trip was exhaustive. Talking to those investors and pretending I give a shit about any of this… Is always exhaustive.

And then of course, he put Sweet Pea in my bedroom.

Looking at him… is really hard to push back the thoughts, both of guilt, which should be fine, I am guilty, I deserve this…

But also bad thoughts.

My mind keeps slipping into these destructive little corners, when I see him there. And he isn’t like Pastel or BB. He is not my responsibility. I never promised anything to him. He isn’t expecting anything different…

But I can’t. I need to keep these thoughts in check. I know if I slip up now, I’d slip up later, too.

Farlan.

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Dear diary for Bait with Spike?

Dear Diary

heheh, Spike got angry wiht me today becuase i told Master that we are frends. He can’t see it yet, but we are friends! or at laest, he is my friend!!

He hurts me when Master says so, and sometimes just because he wants to hurt me. He is strong so he can do it. He tugs my hair and pushes me of the bed when i try to selep there with him. Two, tree, four or five times, but he always gives up and lets Bait cdle!! Unles he’s lost a fight. Then he is scary. Then he consoles himseff by wining over me at laest.

But sometimes he is so nice to me, too. I dont think he realy wants to be here ether, but we are stuck together so he better learn to love me! He has to. He is friend.

Signed Bait!!

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Dear Diary… from any whumper?

Warren >:)

cw: some creepy shit/gaslight; pet whump

Dear Diary

Blue came to visit me today. I knew he missed me. Of course he does. Blue loves me.

Truly, I missed his company. Is kind of lonely around here without him, especially at night. I enjoyed having something to cuddle with, and his little whimpers when he had a nightmare were just so, so cute.

Of course that demon whore came after him quickly. I’m surprised he didn’t try to choke me in my kitchen or something. But I must say, it was really fun seeing him there, grinding his teeth in anger, as he heard Blue talking to me… knowing that Blue loves me more than Blue loves him. That no matter where he is or how much time passes… that’s my Blue.

Regardless, his visit made me really nostalgic. I don’t think I can have Blue back, or even a pet that compares to Blue but… Maybe I’ll look.

Warren.

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Dear diary for Blue about Decima?

Dear Diary

She has has a camera. That's bad, it hates that, Blue hates that. She will hurt it. They always do.

Orfeu said she is harmless and a lot of people have cameras. Well Blue hates a lot of people. It hates that, hates that. Blues stupid face is already everywhere on the Internet, it doesn't need more. They always say it's harmless cute pictures but it never is.

Blue has a goddam Wikipedia page, it does not consider that a victory. It doesn't need more pictures no. Blue will bite her if it sees her again.

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for any of your characters "dear diary" about Juli?

Dear Diary

Orfeu, Orfeu, you do not need another one. You can't barely provide for your boys already. Listen, I KNOW our previous experiences with photographers have not been pretty, but that woman seems to be trying to help him. She seems to be doing her best.

So for everyone's sake, keep your grabby hands away from him. He is fine. He will be fine. Besides, when the fuck did we started to care so much about strangers???

Fuck that. Limit yourself to stealing money and shiny things.

~Orfeu.