#dear diary meme

[alchemic-elric]

Dear Diary || Accepting

lady-quen​ asked  "Dear Diary"

I dunno how to tell Al what happened. Even though we’re home now it doesn’t feel like we are. Is any of this real? It has to be. How am I supposed to talk to Al about this? We both know what happened - we both know what I ...did.   I’m sure he’s mad. He has to be mad. Why wouldn’t he be mad? I’d be mad at me. I’d be mad. He’s been so awkward since we came home. I’m off active duty until command says otherwise so that means I’m stuck in the house for now. I guess it’s fine. I mean I have so much work to do but Papa and Al just want me to stay down. Tabby seems to agree with as much as she sleeps on me. I remember it all so well. I remember - dying.  I - I died. Why do I get a second chance and Mom doesn’t? Why do I get to keep living but Hughes and Nina don’t? It’s not fair. They deserve this second chance so much more than I do but I couldn’t let my faults get taken out on Al. I gave up my limbs for this. Can I ever get them back?  Was it for keeps this time? I don’t think there’s anything I can trade to reverse it this time. That’s fine I guess, as long as Al can get his body back, this is fine. God I don’t know how to talk to Al about what happened. I almost think it’s better if he doesn’t know. He already knows I died, he doesn’t need to know how.

[three-solemn-souls]

((Dear Diary)) Undyne picks up Lillian's journal. She must have dropped it along with her books! She flips through the pages, not paying much mind to it at first... until a word catches her eyes.

Entry #25. | Accepting!

*You’ve found the journal.  *Many pages are blank. It seems like she hasn’t written much in it so far. *You stumble upon a page dated for about a month ago.

September 8th.

     Mom said that this is gonna be our new home now. The place where we live now(mom calls it an apartment) is really small, me and Lily gotta share a room. Mom sleeps on the couch, even though I told her that she can sleep in my bed and I can sleep on the couch. 

     She says that it’s gonna make my neck all crooked if I sleep on the couch since I’m not done growing, but I think she just wants me and Lily to have a bed. If I get to have a job when I’m older, I’m gonna save up so I can help mom and we can get a house, and she can get her own room. 

     I don’t mind Lily waking me up in the middle of the night sometimes, either-she doesn’t like the dark, and I wanna make her feel better when she gets scared, so it’s fine, especially because she’s so little. I’m her big sis, after all, so I gotta help mom keep her safe!

I gotta stop writing, now, because it’s late and I got school tomorrow. That and I don’t wanna wake Lily up, she’s sleeping. 

-Lillian

[three-solemn-souls]

Dear Diary

Entry #1. | Accepting!

*You open the book.  *It’s a hardcover, the purple journal old but worn with care. *In semi-cursive handwriting on the front, you see the name ‘Lillian’, followed by something scratched out and replaced with ‘Kennedy’. 

*You stumble upon her first entry in the diary. 

October 14th 2003.

Hi! Mom gave me this for my birthday today, I’m ten! She said that it’s not much and she wanted to give me more, but I said that it’s okay. We can’t get much because Dad has to use a lot of the money he gets for something, probably that rent thing he and mom were talking about. 

They’re talking about money stuff again downstairs-I wanna go look, but I got in a lot of trouble last time ‘cause I got caught. Dad was really mad. :(

Don’t think I’m gonna get caught this time, though, because I can be quiet! I’ll write more tomorrow, because I’m gonna go to bed after I look. I’m kinda sleepy.

-Lillian

[ask-journey-and-saga]

Dear Diary!

7/14/2010

Today I get to meet my dad's sister! I was really surprised when Mom told me this. She said I deserve to know my family. All I know is that my dad died before I was born. He and my aunt were really close. Also she has a son! His 6 or 8years old I don't remember. Mom says his special like me. I don't know what that means but oh well. I can't wait to meet them! I got to go now!! Bye!

[xatudueye]

Dear Diary (we can send more than one right? uwu)

I Got way too many of these, so here’s one for Haku.

“Dear Diary, dispite not having one, It’s been almost a week since we all got seperated, I’m not really sure where I am, I found Nick, but he seems fine ans says he doesnt even want to go back, He asked me to find the others, still no sign of Diane or Daniel, Dex and Keana seem to be fine, and they’re looking for Damien, I’m not sure what to do or where to go, it’s scary honestly, having your family apart, but we’ll be fine I know it”

[xatudueye]

dear diary

Sep.27.2017

It’s been over a year since we won the Unova league and  became champions, Damien gave up the title pretty fast though, didn’t even give a last battle, he just, gave it up, He’s always at the studio now, so I thought I’d pull this back on out and write, I haven’t seen him in a few months, but I know he’s fine, he’s normally on the news are one of those morning shows, he loves guest starring, he normally takes Keana for events though, but I guess it’s alright. They’re all having fun, I should stay home and wait for when he gets back, and make sure everything is perfect for all of them.

[xatudueye]

Dear Diary

12.4.15

Dear Diary, It feels like we’ve been in Unova our whole lives, everything as been leading up to this moment, tomorrow we take on the Elite Four! Damien seems stoked about it,we all are!! I know we can do it we’re so close everyone is sleeping early tonight but I can’t sleep I’m going to be up a little while longer, i’m just so excited! We’ll get this done no problem, I hear the champion specializes in Dragon Types, that seems like the biggest Challenger we’ve faced yet!