Dear Hypnos
そのうちいつか誰かがやらなければ その『誰か』はボクだと思い込んでた 疑問だらけの社会にリズム合わせた 生きる為仕方ないと思い込んでた Someday, someone's gotta do it. I assumed that "someone" would be me. I matched my rhythm to a society full of doubts thinking that's what I had to do to survive. 何より大事な自由に使える自分の時間 ようやくその時がやってきた なのに なのに That irreplaceably precious time I can use freely for myself-- finally, that time has come, and yet and yet 眠たいやイヤ 眠たいやイヤ I'm sleepy I'm sleepy 目を開けていられない 迫り来る魔物に逆らえない もはや意識を保てない 爆音のサウンドさえララバイ and good night … I can't open my eyes. I can't escape these encroaching demons. I can't keep conscious any longer. Even the sound of explosions are a lullaby and good night... 譲れない目指すものだけはあるんだ スキを見つけては準備重ねてきたんだ 僅かなズレが積もり募り染めるんだ こんな場所から早く抜け出さなければ The goals I can't surrender are all that's left. I found a small crack, and started preparing. That small gap worsens and colors. I have to get out of here as soon as I can. 何よりあしたはいよいよ力試される日だ 体を休めておかなければ なのに なのに なのに Tomorrow's the day I finally test my strength. I have to rest my body, and yet and yet and yet 眠れないやイヤ 眠れないやイヤ I can't sleep I can't sleep 目は冴え胸は高鳴り 静か故に聞こえるノイズたち 焦る程無理 アロマも効かない もう空は明るい ならやむなし all night !!! My eyes are too bright, my chest is ringing. I hear noises only audible in the silence. I can't force it. Aromatherapy isn't working either. The sky is already bright. Well, it's too late now. all night!!! 頑張り過ぎるキミにひと時の安らぎ あすを生き抜く為に いたわり ねぎらい You push yourself too hard, so have a moment of peace. So that you may live through tomorrow, may you have my sympathy and appreciation. 夢みたい 夢みたい 夢を見たい 夢を見たい まだ夢みたい まだ物足りない まだ夢を見たい まだまだ足りない 夢見心地 現抜かし 我に目覚めを Like a dream Like a dream I want to dream I want to dream It's still so like a dream I'm still unsatisfied I still want to dream It's still not enough A dreamy state of mind erases the present awakening me どのくらい あとどのくらい耐え抜けるだろう I want to try 試し試され合えるのだろう How much How much more can I withstand? I want to try Trials will put each other to the test. 超えることが当然の限界 強いられる無理に余儀は無い 壊れていく兆し なぜ気付けない 悲劇はもういらないから It's a natural limit I need to overcome. There's no other way to get past it. The cracks are starting to show. Why didn't I realize? I have no need for any more tragedies, so... 叶えたい 掴みたい 届けたい なのに抗えない 眠たい 眠れない 眠りたい やいやいヤイヤイ I want it realized. I want to grasp it. I want to reach it. And yet I can't resist. I'm sleepy I can't sleep I want to sleep このままでは終われない でもその前におやすみなさい At this rate, it'll never end but until then, good night.