- love is cheap from a human
it seems almost cheap,
this "knowing me". like
it cant be genuine for some reason.
"youre a deep thinking"
"youre definitely strong and I sense you have many an interesting story"
i know all this, you haven't captured my attention
by trying to understand this twisted complex mind.
maybe i hate it, because im worried that nobody ever can.
seamus came as close as anyone ever has
and i only just realised that i held so much back because
i felt like too much. like i was too much, and
nobody would ever stay.
i think thats why i have realised how much i need my Father,
who knows everything, my thoughts, the hairs on my head
and loves me in spite of it all.
because this petty, weak, failing, fleeting, human love
isn't anything to write home about.
and to Him, i am enough, and easy to love.