Dear Mor,
Its almost 3 months til I got to know you. Days with you and without you has been ups and downs. We argue sometimes but we know that we love each other. We're both not perfect but at least you're good to me (i hope im good for you). I feel like a shit when we argue but sometimes i feel like, its because you dont wanna lose me. And so do i. I dont need forever, but thankyou for everyday. Thankyou for always giving your rest day for me, for the lust, and stories, and ofcourse the conversations. Sometimes im disappointed if you cancel our meet, so im gonna reply you so late and short. Only for hours. Or maybe for a day. I just need time for the disappointment. I'll get back to you and say, "its okay mor. Im fine. Go finish your workstuffs" cus im really fine with that. When i said, i accepted you means also your work and all the things live in you. I really mean it. I hope you dont worry about me, that im gonna leave you (like your ex did). I'll be beside you as long as you're here for me too. I told you, im mirroring what the person did to me.
Te amo, mi mor. You told me that words arent something that will come out from your mouth. Thats the only thing im not mirroring what u did to me. I'll say it to you every single day (if that really necessary hehe well u know that i love u).
Terima kasih sudah selalu melembutkan hatimu. You are my home. Im sorry, my second home hehe
Liebe,
Deine Nina xx
