Jun 2, 2017
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godbless snapchat filters & the iphone 7 camera.
6:33pm
I want to be held, caressed, lightly kissed on, and loved. Something meaningful, something genuine. To feel as if the world stopped spinning and that moment will last for as long as I need it to. To forget about my past, your past and stop stressing about the future. To be so caught up in your embrace, to feel as if it's not only what I want but what you want to. I want to feel wanted. I want an understanding. A satisfying, mutually benefiting, 100% real understanding of my wants and yours. I don't want you to compromise, I don't want to compromise. I want us to both get what we want to the fullest extent without having to change ourselves or our wants & needs, for each other. Being together shouldn't be hard, shouldn't be forced. It should be natural, and feel weird at the same time because who knew that 2 people could sync up that way? I want to sink into a bed with your arms wrapped around me, with my head on your chest, listening to see if I make your heart skip a beat the way mine skips for you. You make me nervous. But you also make me feel like I'm more than enough. Like I'm just what you've been waiting for. Man, I've been waiting for you. It feels so good to have you. Damn, it feel good to have you.
got so many styles, i am a group..
i just want to appreciate the fact that...
1. My boyfriend became my boyfriend after knowing me for 2 weeks.
2. The only reason it became “official” was because I went to his family cookout and his dad was like “So this your woman that you been telling me about” and I was like “oh I’m your woman huh?”
3. We were both exhausted from life in general and avoiding relationships at all cost.
4. We did not like each other when we intially met. (through a friend)
5. This is the first time either of us have tried a long distance relationship and it’s been easier than we thought.
6. We are now 8 months in.
7. I’ve told him every ugly thing about me - the things I regret, I’m ashamed of, that make me cry.
8. We still send each other long ass paragraphs in the middle of the night... he even sent me a care package with a hand written note.
9. I make Pinterest boards about what our future kitchen and laundry rooms will look like.
10. It still feels fresh, even 8 months later. He still makes me nervous, i’m still excited when I see him even if it’s just on FaceTime, and there’s still so much we have to do together.
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I honestly cannot wait for the day when I am 100% comfortable with myself..
the most aesthetically pleasing photo i've ever taken..
baltimore realness.