I will never be
this beautiful
again
“I think I'm getting fat.
Do I look fat to you?
A little jowly, maybe?
I swear it looks like
my belly is sticking out.
Like Marlon Brando.
Do I look like Marlon Brando?”
I will never be
this beautiful
again
“Or maybe I'm too thin.
Christ, I can't tell.
I know I feel like shit
but I look fuckin' good, don’t I?
Clean shirt, clean pants.
Well, sort of clean anyway.”
I will never be
this beautiful
again
“When you forget
to take off the tourniquet,
before you pull out the needle
you can spray your blood;
all over the wall;
all over the couch;
All over the table.”
I will never be
this beautiful
again
“I have this one copy
of the big book.
It is is literally covered
in little drops of blood
that sprayed from my arm
like a fountain.”
I will never be
this beautiful
again
“You gotta mix the cocaine in
just right.
You can't have too much.
That would be bad.
Too little is worthless.
But just right is,
just right.”
I will never be
this beautiful
again
“Cocaine's expensive, though;
two hundred bucks, three hundred bucks
a day.
Every day.
What have I got to sell
worth that kind
of money?”
I will never be
this beautiful
again