End Conversations Part 2: Deceptions Unmasked
Y: Are we talking about the mystery guy? So you already know?
L: Am I the mystery guy?
Y: Yes. It's impossible that you don't know. Happy?
L: That was an honest question. Yes I have speculations but I don't wanna make assumptions. If that's what you think of who I am, then there's no reason why we should become friends. You think of me as a fishing asshole trying to pick up some dirty snacks to feed my egotistical stomach. That should hurt.
Y: So how do you react? How do you feel? Happy because now you confirmed?
L: Well, now I confirmed how you really look at me. And that is so sad to know that I'm just a cheap maggot inside a criminal's epidermis.
Y: No that's not what I mean. I know that you are a very nice guy. You're smart and I am really challenged with you because you have this principles that I want to prove you wrong. I just want to make myself hate you because almost everyday, it's getting worse. I'm sorry. I don't think that you're bad, honestly. You're a great guy.
L: Ok. Maybe I also have to say sorry first for whatever uneasy feeling I've done to you. Note that I'm unaware of that and if there could be a way to undo, I would.
Y: It really takes a lot of courage to tell you these things. I can't believe that I am braver to tell you honestly about what I really feel about this. Ironically, I can't believe that I am this weak.
L: I may seem stupid or insouciant (as what you have said) about this, but you just don't know that I care, because I hate to be blamed of something I didn't intend to do or whatever.
Y: You want to undo it?
L: Yes, if that could help you escape from the agony you're into.
Y: Agony? I am strong and I want to believe that i am. I am optimistic. I can do this.
L: Because you seem so affected and you said that it's the most difficult challenge of your 2013.
Y: We are not teenagers anymore to keep those things secret. Maybe you knowing it would help. I just want to really keep the friendship. And if everything fails around me, it's not your fault after all. It's mine.
L: I did not keep a secret. It's just that I knew (let's just say confirmed) it now. I, too, want to keep the friendship.