Nicoles pov; “Can you believe this will be us in a few months?” Shawn asked as we found our way to our seats for the charity concert One Direction was holding at the 02. We technically didn’t buy the tickets love boy gave them to us but we still donated money for the charity of their choosing. “Yeah but we will be doing this every night of the week for months on end not one night Shawn.” Tara snorted “not that I’m complaining I’d not rather be doing anything else.” She smiled and grabbed onto my hand dragging me as we pushed our way into the never ending mob of girls trying to get close to the stage. “Jess you better hold up the poster T and I made you!” I yelled while T giggled. Jess wiggled the sign in front of her and shook her hips making us laugh. “It’s so embarrassing Nic! I’m a grown ass woman this is not the mature thing to do.” She complained again. “Mature when has the word mature ever applied to the five of us Jess? Plus you have nothing to be worried about there are heaps more rude posters out in the crowd for them then what you have. Plus I am sure they will get a laugh out of seeing it. Now can I please take a picture of us all?” T gave us a cheesy grin and pulled her phone from her bra. “Now one of Jess and her poster!” She ordered. “Now we are going to slow it down a bit and are going to dedicate this to some very specials girls.” Harry explained with a smile on his face as he searched the crowd. The beginning or Truly, Madly, Deeply started to play and the boys started to walk to the end of the stage where we were and Harry jumped down to the gate and held onto the Jesses hand and sang to her. She was welling up and Harry had a goofy smile on his face. The rest of us took pictures and tried to keep the pushing girls away from us. Harry gave jess a kiss on the check and jumped back onstage and sang the last song before they sang the final song. Tara’s pov; “That was the cutest thing ever.” Mal gushed, holding onto my hand as we walked down the streets of London looking for the pub we said we’d meet One Direction in for a bite to eat. “Yeah it was cute.” I mumbled feeling the green monster making her very unwanted appearance. “Come on T it’s been what a week and half? You can’t keep being bitter about everything to do with couples just because of what happened with Curls!” Mal slowed her pace so we were far enough from the rest of the girls so they wouldn’t hear us. “T you are never going to fall in love if you keep this up. I know you and you are not this person. Where’s the girl who doesn’t let things get her down or the girl who wants something she goes out and gets it no matter what because I don’t see her anywhere around her. You gotta let the fear go Tara.” She whispered the last part as if it were a secret. “What if I get hurt Mal?” I replied in the same voice. “You just got to take a leap of faith because there is nothing better than love, yeah you might not make the landing or you might stick it but you won’t know until you do it. Stop listening to your brain and listen to your heart for once T you might really like where it leads you.” She sighed and linked arms with me dragging me with her into King George’s pub. “Aye! There they are!” Nicole yelled, “where the hell you two been?” “I um got a phone call from my mum and it’s a bit loud so we stayed out there.” Mal said before she walked to the bar to get a drink and place her order. “You lot did great tonight, I had fun!” I said while skimming the menu. I flashed a smile at the attractive bar man “I’ll have the chicken and mash, the gravy on the side and a Guinness please.” “That’ll be 12 pound 50. You guys are The Wanted aren’t you?” He gave me a smile that’d make most girls drop their pants for him. “Yeah we are, you a fan? By the way we are at talk 9 so when the foods done you know where to find me.” I raised my glass and walked over to the very obnoxious group of semi drunk that I call band mates and friends. “T who do you think would win in a fight between Tulisa and Cheryl Cole? I say Tulisa.” Harry questioned. He and Jess were too cute cuddled together stealing food from each other’s plates and whispering in each other’s ears, I wanted that. “I’d say Cheryl; I think she would beat the shit out of Tulisa.” “That’s what I said!” Niall yelled from next to me putting his hand up for a high five. “She’s a bad ass.” By the time my food arrived I was starved and attacked it like an animal. I admit it was not lady like nor was it attractive but when had I ever cared about that? Not often. I had been spacing out a lot tonight, only hearing bits and pieces of the random conversations going on, my beer had been refilled without being asked and I smiled when told so for a picture but other than that this night seemed to blur into one moment. “So yours or mine tonight Tara?” Niall whispered into my ear. “We haven’t been out in a while so we haven’t really gotten to play have we?” His hand went to my knee and slowly started to creep up my thigh. “Not tonight Niall I am not in the mood to be having sex with you.” I spat. It really isn’t his fault I mean we had an agreement if we went out together we would usually end up doing the dirty, like fuck buddies but there was no way we’d end up getting feelings for each other, he was a good bone and that was it. “Come on T you’re always in the mood and you know it.” He nipped my ear lobe moving his hand into my inner thigh, well he tried before I smacked it away. “Damn it Niall learn when no means no.” I hissed and grabbed my bag. “I’m going home guys see you bright and early for rehearsals girls.” @TaraTheWanted: Some people just don’t know when to stop.