#decsy

[dreamketchers]

#decsy (at Leadville, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDB5Ca4nuS1/?igshid=1ppfhm1so91st

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✿ - decsy

SEND ✿ FOR MY MUSE TO CLIMB INTO BED WITH YOURS LATE AT NIGHT. 

Yensy didn’t know what she was thinking as she snuck out of her house at 2 AM. She just needed to take a walk, get fresh air. She hadn’t been able to sleep and figured a walk around the neighborhood might clear her head and put her in the right mindset to get to bed. Before she knew it, she was standing in front of Declan’s house. Yensy didn’t even remember leaving her neighborhood, she was so wrapped up in her thoughts.. thoughts about Declan, that she wasn’t even surprised she was at his house. She let out a soft breath as she looked at it for a moment, her eyebrows raising as she saw the light in his bedroom flick off. Don’t be an idiot, Yensy. She thought to herself, but shook her head and made her way over to the side of his house. Things between her and Declan had been rapidly changing since the switched gears from friends to pretend boyfriend and girlfriend. Sometimes it felt like he was actually her boyfriend, which she didn’t at all mind, but it did scare her. They were growing closer and she was constantly reminding herself that none of it was real. Yet here she was, climbing up to his bedroom and climbing in through his open window as if it were very much real. “Yensy?” She heard him ask with confusion in his tone as she went over to his bed he was laying in, taking her shoes off and climbing in next to him, “I couldn’t sleep..” Her voice was soft, almost inaudible as she cuddled up to him, resting her head on his chest. She felt him nod a bit in response as his arm securely went around her and she suddenly felt more at home in his arms and in his bed than she felt in her own.

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“It’s your fault we’re in this mess.” // “You’re beautiful, you know that?” // decsy

“It’s your fault we’re in this mess.” Yensy folded her arms over her chest as she and Declan stood in the empty hallway by her locker. “Gee, thanks for pointing that out,” she spoke softly, grabbing her books from him. “You know what? Just leave me alone! I don’t need you anyways, and you certainly don’t need me. So just go to the dance with Gina. I don’t care,” she scoffed, lying through her teeth as she turned on her heel and quickly rushed to class, already being well past late.

“You’re beautiful, you know that?” Yensy’s eyes darted to Declan’s reflection in her bedroom mirror, his voice catching her by surprise. Was he standing there for long? Did her dad actually let him in? Yensy stared at her reflection for a while after putting on her homecoming dress that she bought with Gina and the girls, debating if she actually wanted to go at this point. Seeing Declan in her room was the last thing she thought would happen. While she wanted to ask him what he was doing here, instead she turned around to look at him, playing with the bottom of her dress. “Thank you.. But this.. this isn’t me.” She shook her head and blinked back tears before rushing to her bathroom, closing the door.

[toomanyshipsxx]

PSA

@actualsarcasm and @sass-potato are goals That is all

[niallrpt]

☾ / ✕ / txt - "did you actually fucking do that?" / Decsy

[TEXT] I didn’t get a chance to say it earlier but you played really great tonight :) I’ll see you tomorrow. Goodnight Declan!

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[TEXT] of course i didn’t go shopping with them, i can’t even afford a left shoe from the stores they go into let alone a whole outfit.

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[TEXT] no I didn’t, would you calm down and let me explain before getting all worked up??

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Sober: [TEXT] you look like you’re having a fun time tonight // Sober: [TEXT] need me to drive you home? // Drunk: [TEXT] it’s over // Decsy

[TEXT] i am !!! wish yuo came!!!!!

[TEXT] i dont eben knwo whre i am

[TEXT] no no no stop im sorry dont sya that

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⁇%♀ - Decsy

Drunk Text

↳ [text]: the girls invted mr over and i drink too too much pls come get me my dad will groud me for life

Curious Text

↳ [text]: are you getting back together with Gina? not that it’s really my                     business, but she said you two might be and yeah..

Heartbreaking Text

↳ [text]: Dec, please text me back. 

     [text]: I know the four weeks is up and the deal is over and i drunkenly blabbed to the entire student body about it but I really miss you. I hate being vulnerable this way but I like you so much and I truly care about you and fell in love with you and I meant it when I said you’ve become my best friend. I wasn’t acting or pretending, you’re so important to me. Please stop ignoring me

     [text]: Now that I’ve embarrassed myself... Bye Declan.