#deerlydeparted

[deerlyd3part3d]

It's my birthday, how strange to be dead celebrating the day of your birth...

[deerlyd3part3d]

I miss my friend, practically my sister, dearly. She tried so hard to be serious but we would make each other laugh every day. We don't see each other much as she's always with the auxiliary band and I don't exactly hold free will...

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[deerlyd3part3d]

Of all the things I could have expected to see in death (hehe), the director becoming a killer clown wasn't one of them....

[deerlyd3part3d]

I must say, out of all my patients, I miss the most exalted vocalist the least. He wouldn't stop hissing and biting at me it was very odd...

[deerlyd3part3d]

I miss working in the moat, not because of my job but the environment and the people. The fellow nurses were like family, some patients were less than favorable but there was one I really got along with. Then there was Trinity, supposed to be my patient but that didn't really stick, fortunately. I get little glimpses whenever she goes back to visit but it isn't the same, I can't smell the sterile scent of the hallways or the rubber gloves. I suppose I have to get used to it though...

[deerlyd3part3d]

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I can't feel anything, not the people around me, not my steps when I walk. This is my "life" forever....

[deerlyd3part3d]

hi? :> sorry I just saw your um blog thingy

[ @fix-yourheart ]

Oh! Hello! And no worries, I'm always happy to make a new friend

[deerlyd3part3d]

I remember the day this photo was taken. Sylvia said we needed something to put in the paper for their article on the MOAT after some, very important guests had arrived. We'd tried to appear serious but Sylvia and I couldn't stop ourselves from laughing at some offhand comment Kayleigh had made. I wonder if any of them still have this picture, it's the only one we'd ever taken together as a family.

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