A small update to my previous post. I made a small altar to Poseidon and I'm slowly beginning to worship him. My first communication with him, when I lit the candle, I felt calm, at peace, and comforted. When when I first started worshipping the deities I worship, I was stressed, almost anxious and silent, I didn't say anything to them, I remained silent 😂😭. but no! With Poseidon, I felt at ease! I told him my whole life story, from my childhood until now, I told him every detail of what i have been going through over the years (Good or bad experience of my life). And after a while I cried....like... really cried...And I was even surprised to see that I cried, I never cry (not for things like that anyway), But maybe I cried because the memory of talking to him when I was little came back to me (or maybe talking about the negative things in my life made me cry, I honestly don't know 🤷🏾). And after that experience I felt amazing! And I don't know, my intuition was telling me, "You made the right decision." And I am happy. Yeah. Happy
And since then I feel like I sense his presence everywhere I go, which is reassuring in a way Because I saw him as a father figure, like... the father I never got to have (Warning: Although I see him as a father figure, I am aware that he is a god and that I must treat him as such.) And now I'm getting ready to write him a letter to tell him about my school day. (I have a question by the way, do you know what I should do with the letters after I've written them? I keep them somewhere, but if you have any methods for "sending" our letter to a deity, please let me know.)
Thank you for reading my post ❤️, sorry if it was long 😭😅
Had a good evening/day/afternoon
