so even though i haven’t been on for some time because of personal issues, everyone i loved, i lost. i’ve thought about it a lot and i need to leave. i’m sorry for letting you all down. you’s know who you are. i never wanted to disappoint you’s or hurt you’s the way that i did and because i’m such a shitty person i can’t forgive myself for it so it’ll just be better for me to go. trust me life will be better without me. it just means that someone else, someone better will come into your life and make everything better than i ever could. you’s deserve to be happy and i’m sorry that i couldn’t do that. i met some amazing people, fell in love at one point but she deserves better than me and although it hurts, i’m happy she’s happy. so i just wanna say i’m sorry and yeah. guess this is my time to leave haha. nothing i say will really help but i love you’s and thank you’s for being there for me. i don’t expect anything from you’s because i don’t deserve it but this is goodbye.








