(closed rp repost w/ Denoftheshark
denoftheshark
His heart nearly sank, seeing her face change emotions so quickly. He really was busy, that was not a lie. Even so, he knew he could easily make time for her, if he really wanted to. It wold just bring here more trouble just to get to reknow him. He really was a different person, and a worse one. There was too much turmoil in his life,and he couldn’t bring someone back in. Not someone who thought so highly of him.
He couldn’t even say anything to her before she took off, but he didn’t try to stop her. She was out of danger, that’s all that mattered. It wasn’t going to be easy to keep away from her, now that she was living back here again. He knew the pain would be hard on her now, but it was good for her. He just kept telling himself that. It was good for her. If he told himself enough, he’d begin to believe it.
Eddward sighed. He needed to finish his errands and get back home.There wasn’t anything for him out here. Just business, and nothing more. He didn’t need anything else, but himself. Hell, he didn’t even want himself. The swimmer just needed to stop thinking. That was easier said than done. He’d just do what he always did, ignore everything and push it down.
He needed a swim.
He got back home,and cleaned again. Not that he needed to. The place was more than spotless, but it calmed him. He reorganized his already organized home, anything to just not have to think about what the hell happened today. It wasn’t worth it. He couldn’t talk to her, not after that. No way anyone would speak to him after being that cold.
He shook his head. Don’t think. Just focus.














