A/N: You should know this chapter is 90% smut with 10% fluff. Seriously, I’m delving back into Smutsville for this one.
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Just Know My Heart is Breaking Too, Part 24
They end up at Deeks’ apartment, only because it’s closer and neither one of them has the patience to wait any longer than absolutely necessary. Kensi spent the entire drive kissing Deeks’ neck between lights while his hand crept higher up her thigh so by the time they arrive, Kensi’s half ready to climb over the console and straddle Deeks.
As soon as the door is closed behind them, Deeks catches Kensi around the waist and spins her so she’s pressed against a wall. He braces his arm above her, his eyes the deepest blue as he stares down at her, the intensity sending a shiver of anticipation through Kensi.
“Kensi, are you—?”
“Yes,” she interrupts, anticipating his question. They’ve gone through so much to get to this moment, she’s not going to let anything else get in the way. “I want you. That’s not going to stop. Now will you please kiss me?”
Deeks doesn’t say another word, pressing his mouth to hers and Kensi grips his shoulder, tugging him closer. It’s everything she’s been missing. That’s she’s needed the last two years.
Dropping her head back hard enough to make a dull thud, Kensi focuses on Deeks’ fingers moving along her waist and up to her neck. Every touch leaves a trail of heat in its wake, stoking the fire within her even higher.
Deeks sucks her bottom lip between his, one hand cupping the back of her head to protect it from the wall, the other holding her thigh up around his hip. Kensi groans in response and rolls her hips, her stomach clenching arousal as she rubs against his bulge.
He makes a sound that’s a mixture of surprised laughter and slightly pained delight. Pulling back with a gasp, he rests his forehead against Kensi’s for a second.
“Oh my god. Kensi,” he mutters, still breathing unevenly.
“Are you gonna be ok?” she teases.
“It has been a while.” Unexpectedly, Deeks lifts her up at the same time he thrusts against her.
It pulls a stuttered breath out of her and she closes her eyes for a few seconds, meeting the movement of his hips with hers in an uneven rhythm.
“Then we’re, ah, we’ll just have to practice.”
Kensi loops her arms around his neck, grinning into the next kiss as he carries her to the bedroom. She barely notices anything about the room, too focused on Deeks. He sets her on the bed, following her as she lies down, drawing him back into her arms.
Brushing his lips under her jaw, Deeks slowly undresses her, kissing every inch of skin along the way with absolute reverence.
In the quiet of the room, some of Kensi’s urgency dissipates. They don’t need to rush. They have time. They have each other for more than tonight.
Kensi gasps, arching her back as Deeks nips at the top of her breasts and then wraps his lips around her nipple. “Oh my god,” she murmurs, working at the buttons of Deeks’ shirt until she’s able to push it off his shoulders. She makes a sound of relief when Deeks bare skin finally presses against hers and takes advantage of the opportunity to run her fingers along his back and upper hips before finally anchoring in the curls at the base of his head.
While he whispers soft words of praise, Deeks continues his descent until he’s settled between her thighs. She shudders against Deeks’ mouth, her back arching and fingers tightening in his hair after just a few minutes.
“I guess I don’t need thar much practice after all,” he teases, caressing her inner thighs with his thumbs. Kensi shudders at the sensation, her need for Deeks stronger than ever.
“Come here.” She tugs at Deeks’ shoulders and he helpfully settles next to her, pressing his lips to the crook of her neck. It’s unbearably affectionate. Caring. Everything she loves about him.
“I love you,” Kensi sighs.
Lifting his head, Deeks stares at her with mild shock in his eyes. Then all at once, his face lights up with a brilliant, exultant smile.
“I love you too,” he says, guiding her mouth back to his.
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A/N: I think they earned this after all I put them through, right?