#depressed..

[cyberneticwinter-blog1]

OOC

OutOfWinter - If anyone cares still...I have a discord we can RP on. Though most of my partners on there have vanished on there as well.. :(. At this point, my muses and I are wondering if we should even bother or if we were even missed..

[little-beautiful-princessxx]

Can someone talk to me please

[little-beautiful-princessxx]

-negativity-

[usertbddotexe]

I need someone to talk to...

If anyone is out there, I need to talk to someone... I’m hurt, depressed and just trying not to cry... 

I don’t wanna bother any close friends with my problems anymore.. They probably hate me for it; or not. I don’t know anymore... 

If anyone doesn’t mind the crazy depression rants of a lonely nerd, please message me...

[ernstrobels-blog]

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[angeldepressivos-blog]

Lua, Você é aquela que da a luz A noite sombria Aquela que me olha, Que me escuta chorando, Que mostra o quão bonita É a escuridão com o seu brilho Que me mostra E que me faz escutar o sons Aquela que me faz Lhe observar E me sentir cada vez mais Como você... Sou aquela que escuta Que prefere iluminar a escuridão dos outros Que faz os outros enxergarem Para ir adiante... Mas que apesar de td.. Não tem luz própria... E vive na escuridão das noites.. Frias e geladas.. É lua... Cada vez me mostra mais... O quão somos parecidas.. Sofremos no silêncio da noite... Mas sorrimos pra iluminar.. Aos outros e não a nós mesmos.. Somos a paz de uns... Mas n somos Paz pra Qualquer um... N somos paz pra nós mesmos... Mas somos paz pra quem perdemos...

[ask-signaturesilver]

I knew this day would come for when I get my first anon hate. Honestly, I don't even know what I did to deserve this fucking piece of shit in my inbox.

Heh, I honestly did care what anon said and started to shake and go numb, Im still trying to recover from a big event in my life, getting better each day but still not there and this kind of knocked me back down a peg.

Honestly... I don't know if there is anyone that actually loves me. friends or lover. who knows. They tell me they love me but do they mean it? Well... I just have to put my trust into them and believe them when they tell me that they love me. They haven't broke my trust yet...

I would have edited the top picture a bit more but i'm still a bit frazzled.

Anywho, I ignored this piece of shit, not deleting the message like an idiot. So now i'm just going to be filled with disappointment when I open my inbox with that fake ( 1 ) message. Anon hate is never okay.. don't ever be a hater.

...Thank you guys for reading this... as always I hope you guys have a nice day or night..

(I might go on hiatus for all my blogs except my mod blog... feel free to message me if you want to talk guys... )