Depression diary
Tonight depression attact!!!
Heavy head, dark mood, feeling angry... non stop crying even though there's no reason. Another sleepless night, feeling anxiety, looking for something that I don't know...
But the most painful happened is getting mad to my son for unreasonable matter. Starring at him while he crying give me much pain but there's something inside that i feel satisfied too.
To my sam reigh i need you to understand my depression, sorry because at your young age you are exposed in this kind of situation. i believe in due time you will also understand everything I go through. Believe me or not , i do searching for asolution for my depression. I fight as i can. I love you so much my son. And i feel sorry that you sleep with a heavy heart. Please forgive mama...