#depressomode

[studyphoria]

I wonder when I'll be enough for you

[heyfinna]

Obstacles Of Time

As addicting as social media is, I ABSOLUTELY HATE IT. I look at other people lives. See where they’re going or what they’re doing and how they’re succeeding and then I look at mine. Nothing too special here. It’s pretty bad over here. I don’t like it. I know we all have our own obstacles and goals and we all advance differently then each other, but I can’t help but hate where my life is going right now. Everything just seems to crumble piece by piece. The worst part is I don’t know when the crumbling will stop. When it does, who will I be then? Where will I be? Will there be anything left of me? And I don’t mean physically but mentally too. These obstacles that are in my way don’t seem easy enough to jump over. They seem impossible really. What angers me the most is how much time these obstacles take to conqure. We have what about 70 to 100 years to live give or take. That’s not enough time. Not for me anyways.I regret not doing something just because I won’t be able to say “yea I did that!”. I want to have these experiences that I can carry with me for the rest of my life. Everything just moves so fast. It all changes too quickly. I’m never given enough time to enjoy what is happening or what I’ve got. Our bodies will deteriorate and won’t keep up with the time. I won’t be able to enjoy everything life offers because I have these obstacles that get in my way and take up my valued time. Our lives are too short to have all these laws and responsibilities that we need to take care of just because that’s what a certain group of people believe in. Is this country really a free country? Because, in this moment of time. It sure doesn’t feel like it...