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I should cut my hair.
Short short
Bald maybe
….
Nooooooooo :(
Thinking about some ouchies today.
I wanna
Tear my arm wide open before the funeral. I want that white shirt to stain red. Badly
Red with blood and yellow with pus. I really
Really want that.
I want that sting to linger and I want the scar to remind myself what a fucking looser I am.
…..
Im so serious
The bugs won’t leave me
My psychosis and paranoia fuck with me too much that I don’t want to be alone in the same room as my family
I don’t GIVE A FUCK WHO IM REPRESENTING
It’s always been about representing. I want to fucking kill you
Join your fucking pedo dad I DONT CARE LEAVE ME FOR ALL I CARE
Would you look at that.
Protocol don’t let the it get to the new dog. Sheep thing. Idk what it is.
It’s not about what you want.
It’s about what you need.
If you ask me “do you want to leave”
It’s a suggestion
But “you NEED to leave. Should have been the point and final.”
…. It was always just time.
I need T I M E
…. Then here’s the rabbit hole.
I’m
Not a good liar.
I need new cards i need to find how to pay.
I need to find a place.
…. A place far enough to not find me. And a place where no one would get hurt because of my family.
Because god knows they’re all crazy.
Unless I’m the bad one
But my gof
It feels bad it gives me a stomach ache to think of.
And a headache.
I’m still laying here muttering of how RIGHT everyone was .
They were all right
Spoiled
Spoiled myself lately. Lotsa new shirts .
… some eyes. Lotta eyes watching by. But
Like
I’m trying for a new job.
Retail sure
Biweekly pay? Most likely. But I’ll do this better
I’ll do this so much better
If I had a nickel for every time I’ve had the ungodly urged to be
1. Small and used (graped)
2. Groped just nonchalantly
3. peer pressured to be in a hookup but is actually one of my most frequent fantasies of just fucking someone I don’t know because I don’t have TIME for emotional value but only crave sensation of warmth
4. Pregnant in the most gut churning way possible
I’d be Rich
Genuinely I’d be filthy rich.
Somthing about it makes my loins burn in a way I can only describe as necessity .
This is self explanatory….
I am never getting up
