#deselfing

[rebellagoon]

gladwrapped

17.3.18 feel your skin against my skin, i'm hyper-aware how we're breathing in a shared air i pray daily at that sacred space you murmur i shiver it's getting late Photo: Hsin Wang - No. 08 from the series De-Selfing, 2014

[feminismandhappiness]

De-selfing means that too much of one’s self (including one’s thoughts, wants, beliefs, and ambitions) is “negotiable” under pressures from the relationship. Even when the person doing the most compromising of self is not aware of it, de-selfing takes its inevitable toll. The partner who is doing the most sacrificing of self stores up the most repressed anger and is especially vulnerable to becoming depressed and developing other emotional problems. She (and in some cases he) may end up in a therapist’s office, or even in a medical or psychiatric hospital, saying, “What is wrong with me?” rather than asking, “What is wrong with this relationship?”

Harriet Lerner, The Dance of Anger