#desiel fic

[i-call-me-clarence]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: Supernatural (TV 2005) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Castiel, Dean Winchester, Apollo Additional Tags: Hospitals, throat cutting, Flashbacks, Castiel's grace is stolen (In a flashback), (he has it back now), Dean is high af, More Confessions, Panic Attacks, Funny, High Dean is hilarious Series: Part 6 of Look At Us Summary:

Cas nearly has a heart attack. Dean gets very stoned. And he says some stuff he's def gonna freak out about later :D

For Destiel Month 2023 Day 6, he prompt was Momen of True Happiness

[ehann30]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

So I was driving the other day, and all of the sudden I got this random head cannon. What if, I wondered, Dean has been kicking around the idea of asking Cas to stick around permanently but just couldn’t get the words out, or he’d chicken out every time. I imagined him so frustrated with himself that he’d actually research how to force himself to tell the truth.

The thing is, the spell he picks has put him in the state of mind to speak freely. And, since he’s never been able to do that as an adult, it takes him aalllllll the way back to when he was a little kid. SO he ends up looking like a little boy, but still FEELING all the feels about his ‘buddy’ Cas.

I imagined him being so overwhelmed after he did the spell, and suddenly realizing that Cas might actually be MAD at him for doing something so stupid, that he ends up hiding under his bed but at the same time just wishing so hard for Cas to come find him and ale everything better.

And this story popped out of my head. It’s really the first thing I’ve completed in a long ass time, and crazy enough, got more kudos in a few days than any of my other stuff that’s been languishing around for years.