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I can't believe that this time last week I was with psychedelictrampfunk and ashleyintransit. Where has the time gone, and why am I not there with you still :(
"If you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten". What's the secret to creating the changes we say we so desperately want?
I can and I will.
Recently, I've failed myself again. Motivation comes and goes but this time it lasted longer than usual. Must I add, for the first time as well. But, change didn't stay long. As usual, it was all a taste. Nothing more and nothing less. Sigh* I shouldn't long rather start working for the day I can say "I'm truly happy." My thoughts are the cause of this doubtful possibility and it's eventually going to drive me nuts if I keep it up! So, here's to another try. I've got this cause I have to, I need to, I want to.
Desperation goes a long way. In this case, that's exactly what Im hoping for.
50 followers.
Ohh, how I love each one of you dearly. Stay strong. <3
Yes, this is me.
I'm a blonde hair blue eyed girl. Apparently what every guy wants. I often get called beautiful, pretty, etc. Yes, i take the compliments. But to myself, i'm just me. A 16 year old year old girl trying to find her place in this world.The people around me have no idea all of the thoughts running through my mind. My past life has screwed me up immensely. Scared me for life. Cant stand when people yell at each other. I often get jealous of the world. Jealous of everything around me. Yeah, I have considered killing myself many times. My favorite colors blue. My favorite food, soup. I have a boyfriend that means [the world] to me. Without him..i honestly dont know. Trying to change myself for the better. Appreciateing the smaller things in life. Involved in color and winter guard at school. It gets my mind away from the problems at home. I often get threatened to get taken out of the activity. never happens. get my phone taken away "for good". never happens. he never follows through. never. slowy but surely changeing. desperateforchange.