#dessa rambles

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Game night highlights! @materialkii @poe-tato-dameron @leviackermannns @ocfairygodmother @akabluekat @drbobbimorse @iron-parkr @lhazarene @thesunsummonerr @heart-renders

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I’ve risen from the hiatus ashes. 

*cue badass walk in*

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The level of foolery on here from [hate] anons is astounding. The audacity of some people. It was bad enough before with the absolutely ridiculous w*asel/m*llory bs. Then the whole “the community is dead” nonsense and “I don’t like your oc, stop posting about them”. Now we got anons claiming to NOT be hateful while saying things like “you don’t post enough oc stuff to be an oc blogger” and “I’ve discussed you with others and we don’t like you so you’re now banned from the community lolz” get off your high horse and come back to reality. You’re spreading hate and negativity in the community, the same thing you claim to be against. Make it make sense. Except you can’t, because it doesn’t. It would require you to get off the school yard and act like a mature and decent human being. Seeing as that’s probably not possible for you here’s a tip - there’s these things called the unfollow button and the block button, how about you use them instead of harassing the oc community through anon hate. Or better yet, why don’t you get off anon and really stand up for what you “believe in”. But that’s right, the oc “mafia” will come for you then 🙄 because having an actual conversation with the people you’re currently targeting on anon wouldn’t change the reactions you’re getting. The amount of things that would change with actual communication. Smh. Regardless, I can assure you, you don’t speak for the entire community nor the specific people you mentioned. 

This isn’t even about defending my friends as some of the people who’ve been attacked I don’t follow or interact with. This is about human decency. You have nothing better to do than attack and threaten people anonymously? There’s literally a pandemic going on in the world rn. Again, I say come back to reality and take a look in the goddamn mirror - reflect on your decisions. I can take a fair guess and say a good majority of us use this platform and the oc community to ESCAPE what is happening around us, especially now. So please, just stop because you are bringing negativity and hate to this community by coming into people’s inboxes and saying the foul things you do.  

If anyone comes for me for saying this then so be it. I have “the receipts to back up” the fact I’m an oc writer/blogger despite being on hiatus (for writing and on here) and not posting much about my ocs. Every single thing I’ve written I still have (including what I’ve deleted off ffn). But there’s so much more to being an oc blogger/oc writer/fanfic writer in general than being extremely active. Hell, you don’t even have had to written anything. An idea is enough, supporting other creators is enough, being friends with creators is enough etc, etc because so many more things make up this community! 

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Yikes. Tomorrow is my birthday and I’ve been blessed with another cold. It’s not like I’ve been really sick the last couple months and just started feeling better only to fall ill yet again or anything.

Double yikes. The day after my birthday is the anniversary of when I ended up in the hospital for my heart. Really hope my heart takes being 25 better than it did 24 ha ha ha. I’m totally not worried about it happening again on that specific day 🙃

P.s I have literally responded to nothing on here the last little while and I’m super sorry about that. If I survive, you’ll hear back from me and as an almost halfway-to-30 more adult, adult, I’m making that a promise. A promise that will be kept because “adult, adult” = do important things. 

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I’m getting really fucking tired of dealing with doctors that won’t help me. I have to go to the hospital tomorrow. The after hours doc I saw tonight (that’s affiliated with my doc - the only other place I’m allowed to go or I’ll be dropped as a patient) basically told me to go see my family doc for the major thing I went in for and prescribed the bare minimum for my sinus infection (according to him the major thing is not a symptom of my sinus infection). My doc is unavailable until April and the whole damn point of the after-hours doctors are to be seen by a doc quickly when one’s family doc isn’t available. I am so fucking frustrated. I’ve been dealing with useless specialists for the last year and 1/2 and now all of this! This literally happened 2 weeks ago when I was in there for something being wrong with my skin, the doc prescribed the bare minimum and just told me to see my family doc - surprise my skin is still fucked up btw. I’VE BEEN IN PAIN FOR OVER A WEEK NOW BECAUSE OF WHATEVER IS GOING ON NOW. THE BACK OF MY HEAD IS SWOLLEN AND THE DOC BARELY LOOKED AT ME AND TOLD ME TO SEE MY FAMILY DOC WHILE BEING AWARE MY DOCTOR IS ON VACATION AND ALSO IMPLYING IT'S SERIOUS. 

So now I’m going to the hospital tomorrow, the same hospital where my heart thing happened btw. Fun story, I have barely been able to see doctors since my heart experience without having massive panic attacks so should be fun going back to the place it started. 👍👍👍

And the person that’s going with me freaks out at the doctors and yells at me which makes me panic more and I asked my mother before but now she’s saying she won’t go so now I basically have to go to the room by myself because of who I’m going with while trying not to think about how the last time I was there I almost died because of my heart. 

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Costume Party Requests

Hey, guys, I wanna do some aesthetics for week 1 of ocapp’s month of Halloween. This is super last minute but I’ve been really sick all week. This is open to all my followers with ocs atm. They’ll look like this. So your oc will be with 3 others in the aesthetic at a “party”. I’m willing to do up to 5 sets (only because of how late this is) so I can take 20 requests. 

If you’d like one please reblog and provide me with the following info:

oc’s name

oc’s faceclaim

costume

*Limit one per person, please. I will only do two of the same costume so please check the tag to make sure the costume is available.

@emiliachrstine @missjanuarylily @bellamysgirl @the-writer-in-blue   @rhaenystargaryen411

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Fanfiction Author Appreciation Day

I know I’ve been super awol these last couple weeks months and today I was busy being sick so I’m a little late to the party but I just want you all to know I appreciate you and your fanfiction!! I know how much work goes into that shit, you’re all a blessing 😘😘😘

HAPPY FANFICTION AUTHOR APPRECIATION DAY!! 

Because of the existence of fanfiction and ocs I’ve “met” some wonderful people on here and made some great friends, you guys are awesome 💜

Shoutout to: @comealongpixie @missjanuarylily @the-writer-in-blue @hellenistictitties @ginnypotterr @emiliachrstine @roan-kom-azgeda @papermoon262 @the-random-fictionaut @bellamysgirl @susiesamurai @matterofcircumstance @eleanoraargent @carryonmycobaltangel and anyone else I may have missed in my medicated state !! I hope your day was magical:) 

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Hey my friends, I really could use some distractions rn. So if anyone has any TV SHOW, MOVIE OR FANFICTION RECOMMENDATIONS please send them my way! 

Please note: I have Netflix (Canada). You can rec on anon. Feel free to rec me your own fics. ***I will do my best to leave reviews on any fic recs I read.