#dessy's thoughts

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when i'm at the beach i like to stare at people appreciatively and idc if they catch me staring only because i am mentally telling them that my staring is my way of saying 'wow A+ on your body you keep it up you sexy human you' and sometimes i will say it out loud by accident but idc

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oh god the smell of bacon makes me sick

ugh

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I'd like to take the time to say thank you to all my followers (which is a shit ton okay) for putting up with me being a Hannibal blog at the moment. 

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When I was a kid, I always told someone (my grandma, uncle, or mom) when I was hurting. Stomach cramps, headache, bruises, wheezing, paper cut, stuff like that. Most of the time I was told that I complain too much. 

Now a days, I only tell mom of my aches/pains when it becomes extreme to the point that any movement is a great discomfort. All thanks to that little sentence. 

Thinking of it now, makes me angry and want to cry in frustration. I'm sorry that I just wanted to tell you how I was feeling at the time. That I wasn't doing it just for attention, but because I wanted you to know and see if there was anything you could do to help ease the pain. Those words may not have effected me then but as I grew older, they stayed in my brain and always popped up when I thought of saying something about my aches/pains.

And you all wondered why I started becoming more quiet over the years. 

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So my birthday is next month and I was thinking of having it be a Doctor Who day. Make all my own stuff and just watch (and blog) DW all day since I'm sure that my RL friends aren't as obsessive about the show like I am. And me bursting into tears will throw them off since I have never EVER cried in front of my friends. XD

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sometimes i feel like i'm a bad fan because i hardly ship anything in dw romance wise like i see all the potential there but something in me just...can't

i respect all you guys and your ships but i just can't be on that ship because it's not something i would sail on with glee and tears??? 

idk just how i feel 

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i don't give a shit that it's pronounced "jif" i'm still going to call it "gif" because if i don't then i think you're talking about peanut butter

not that that is a bad thing

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Tomorrow is the season finale. My prediction of how I'll feel after watching it: