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Day 454 - Daily routine and self-support update

Day 454 – Daily routine and self-support update

In my last post, I’ve talked about working on a specific daily routine, which enables one to real-time test oneself with very similar scenarios repeatedly, which is ideal for self-directed investigation and expansion.

I will explain on that regard down below.

I still have some issues with my right wrist, which does not seem to heal naturally for quite some time.

This has shifted my daily routine…

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Day 382 - Dance party mind self-correction

Day 382 – Dance party mind self-correction

(Oupps, this post became a bit longer than planned, apologies, just needed to walk through this all. I will focus more on structuring in the next post.)

I forgive myself that I have not allowed to realize the simplicity within Disciplined Living as Self-honesty, whereas I keep expressing myself to direct myself through the mind, as physical expression in any and all moments, meaning whenever I…

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Day 379 - Discipline continued - specificity

Day 379 – Discipline continued – specificity

Continuing on Discipline word specificity

I forgive myself that I have not realized that I am approaching, dealing with and using WORDS with emotional energetic reaction charge without being aware of it’s origin, influence and consequence and within that also not seeing the importance of the investigation, stopping, re-alignment and change I require to directly LIVE words.

I forgive myself that I…

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Day 378 - Discipline specificity

Day 378 – Discipline specificity

I find myself time-looping about a specific point, so it should be on the table.

I repeatedly observe the fact that I lack discipline, so I should focus on working on it. So I wake up, today as well – and deciding – today’s word is Discipline. I should develop more discipline. And then the day passes. Next day – I still pick this word, as not much specific I ‘dsciplined’ enough yet.

Thus…

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Day 376 - Doubt and growth

Day 376 – Doubt and growth

Today’s menu:

Need to be absolutely sure – doubt within starting point, details of behavior. Fear of being resisted, challenged, dominated – inferiority, fear of loss, fear of fear.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed to be honest with myself that the conviction of ‘need to be absolutely sure’ to do something is in it’s core is doubt, because I do not trust MYSELF HERE UNCONDITIONALLY, but…

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Day 365 - Resisting conflict construct

Day 365 – Resisting conflict construct

I am working on a Mind Construct which relates to conflict. My previous strategy was avoiding conflicts, because I had the belief and the perception that I am not good within solving them, not, because I believed that I do not understand the problem well, but it seemed that my problem is that I can’t share and communicate with the other(s) what’s right, and thus I had the tendency to not even try…

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Day 358 - Smart Contract with Self

Day 358 – Smart Contract with Self

I am learning about Smart Contracts.

It’s something what is emerging and slowly but surely taking over the old-school contracting and business models in the world system. It relates to crypto-currency but the idea is originating from the automatizing the if-then conditions, which become pre-determined, so then contracts and agreements can be able to ‘run by themselves’ without a third party.

With…

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Day 336 - Self forgiveness to deal with sadness

Day 336 – Self forgiveness to deal with sadness

Who I am with Self-forgiveness?

I am sharing my process of Self-forgiveness since almost ten years now and I’d like to reflect back on this extraordinary journey and discovery of self, a liberation, a re-alignment and change, which keeps continuing and expanding every day.

If anyone says or thinks – “I am done with self-forgiveness, there is nothing else to forgive”– I’d say that person should…

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