Oct 18, 2021
it's time to make the bed before going to sleep 😎👍 #uldrensov#destinny #couple #love #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/CVMDchkIynT/?utm_medium=tumblr
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it's time to make the bed before going to sleep 😎👍 #uldrensov#destinny #couple #love #drawing https://www.instagram.com/p/CVMDchkIynT/?utm_medium=tumblr
What the destiny thinks?
Destiny sometimes plays really big jokes on people. You’ll ask why? Let me give you an example. A year ago I met a guy who was a coworker of a friend of mine. We drank one drink and talked, I think that we even flirted with each other. I’m not quite sure about the last, because I’m not good at flirting or realizing someone has feelings toward me.
Still, I never met him again until two days ago. We met out of nowhere at my boss’s birthday party. People change for a year, so I wasn’t even sure if he remembers me. It turned out he did remember me.
I’m that kind of person who prefers to finish a work alone or with minimum help from other people. Unfortunately for myself, I had to ask him for a help. That’s how I understood he remembers me. After some talk about not just work but other stuff too, we arranged another date. Then arranging another date and another, until I realized I have feelings toward that guy, feelings, which were scaring me. My last relationships ended after less than a year, so what if this one was the same.
I decided not to think about the past and concentrate on the future. Like I said, sometimes the destiny plays really big jokes on people…
talk to me? please? send me happy things or porn or anything. I dont care. please. I just need a distraction. I know I'm pathetic and I ask for connections and for people to talk to me a lot, and I'm sorry about that. I just want to be part of a community here, I want to feel like I matter and I want to feel it genuinely. And right now I just want a distraction from hating myself and my life and everything. Please.
I walked in mid-episode to what I assume was an angel in a weenie hut outfit saying Cas has too much heart and then there's a flashback to Dean finding Cas in purgatory and Benny is all smarmy new fling and Dean/Cas are all true love OTP and grapraibajfna