ugghh...tomorrow i have to call those idiots. why on earth call me in for juror duty? if they really do have a record on me then cant they fucking piece together what i think about the whole “duty to society” crap that is being a juror being utterly stupid? i honestly dont want to insult anyone that likes (god forbid why you’d actually “like” being a juror) being selected but god damn, if school teaches us about society early on in the form of our classmates and school faculty then WHY, fucking pick ME?! i’ve been bullied for damn near my entire required school years. i dont feel anything for the majority of society other than sheer hatred. yeah there are some good people out and about in society; some of them i’ve actually been friends with since middle school and they’ve stuck with me ever since; others i’ve met here, or on twitter and finally became more comfortable with who i am and started to accept it as i try to be a better person, but everyone else? everyone else can go fuck themselves when all they did was mock me, bully me, refuse to believe ANYTHING i tell them, and decide to pick other people’s lies over my truths even after fucking telling me they believed me?! oh yeah, society is absolutely WONDERFUL. if you’re an asshole that is. i harbor nothing but hatred for society and want to give nothing back to them because of my upbringing. oh and if the cia can really see this then can you fuckers do something to get me off juror duty? because i sure as fuck wont be indifferent yo whatever the hell the case might be