ooc: sofia had a way different vibe that malia’s and kiran’s. idk. i like it. the way i built all of their playlist is what reminds me of them and their vibes not songs that they would actually listen to maybe i’ll do that in a different playlist so this is a collection of songs that remind me of her.
it is easy enough to stand still. the difficulty is to walk without touching the ground. why do you feel so heavy? it isn't just a matter of gravitation and weight. it is that you are feeling that you are carrying your body around.
she has always thought she had to carry all her sadness on her own, even if it left dents on her shoulders.
imagination by labrinth
and we plant seeds that we call ideas / and they grow like trees, bearing fruits on twigs / and we just don’t leave ‘cause we like it here / making shangri-la inside of our heads
she imagined worlds within her head and brought them to reality-- out of carton, playing cards, clay, wood, or bricks-- and she found herself happiest then.
a cigarette and a silhouette by mildred bailey
i go back to days gone by / when the moon was real / and you were real / and my hopes were in the sky
her first taste of grief, and she had already learned how to cling onto memories and ghosts she saw in the shadows.
make your troubles go away by andra day
‘cause staying out all night won’t make your troubles go away / crying, starting a fight won’t make your troubles go away / you’ve been looking for the quick fix / and it’s leaving you helpless / but i would give you all of me to make your troubles go away
she gave her grandfather the advice she should have followed.
dancing after death by matt maeson
if i let go, would you hold on? would we fly? / is it safer if we just say that we tried? / are we laughing at the danger? / are we dancing after death, you and i?
the first time she sees her grandfather cry, they’re dancing together in the workshop to a crackling record player.
we’re the lucky ones by the marias
i can’t wait for christmas / we’ll laugh and we’ll dance and we’ll cry / we’ve come this far / with beating hearts / we’re the lucky ones
there must be a day when it stops hurting, right? she can hope for that.
wishful drinking by tessa violet
this is not a problem if convincin’ that it’s not / don’t call it a problem, it’s the only thing that i still got / oh, wishful drinking
when grief grows a second head, she finds that it hurts less if she’s too numb to feel it.
shake it out by florence + the machine
regrets collect like old friends / here to relive your darkest moments / i can see no way, i can see no way / and all of the ghouls come out to play
but when the fog escapes her mind, the ghosts are still there. and despite it, a small part of her still hopes for closure, healing, light-- something.
simmer by hayley williams
rage, is it in our veins? / feel it in my face when / when i least expect it / give in
pain is a finicky, restless thing, and it’s only a matter of time until she lets it turn into anger.
nobody by mitski
and i don’t want your pity / i just want somebody near me / guess i’m a coward / i just want to feel alright
she finds a way to isolate herself from the world, yet she secretly long for a comfort she’s too afraid to search for.
must be fine by miel
i keep going, thinking every day / i’m awake, must mean i’m okay / i must be fine
she’s fine, she tells herself. time and time again, as if the 30th i’m fine will prove to be true.
lifeforms by daughter (tw: miscarriage)
well you can try to forget me but i won’t let you easily / you can try to forget me but i won’t let you easily / i’m floating out in the water washed out to sea / drifting away with time you’ll regret you’ve conceived it
she had found hope in the life growing within her-- but then came another conundrum: how do you let go of someone you never got to meet, only ever in your imagination?
someone to stay by vancouver sleep clinic
you’ve been fighting the memory all on your own / nothing worsens, nothing grows / i know how it feels being by yourself in the rain / we all need someone to stay
she falls deeper into a stagnant, lonely darkness. maybe she hasn’t noticed the hands that are willing to help her up. maybe she can’t take them, as much as she wants to.
breakfast by half-alive
say you’re open through tears and trembling / it’s a major step, it’s okay to fret / here’s a safe place to lay your heart down / it’s a second chance, it won’t be your last
maybe she should send texts accidentally more often.
i know the end by phoebe bridgers
either way, we’re not alone / i’ll find a new place to be from / a haunted house with a picket fence / to float around and ghost my friends / no, i’m not afraid to disappear / the billboard said “the end is near” / i turned around, there was nothing there / yeah, i guess the end is here
yes, she is afraid. of everything that could disappear from one instant to the next, she’s terrified.
secret for the mad by dodie
little things, all the stereotypes / they’re gonna help you get through this one night / and there will be a day / when you can say you’re okay and mean it / i promise you it’ll all make sense again
sometimes the music on our playlists says a lot about us. what melodies sing our triumphs? what harmonies nurse our melancholy? for this task, tell us what is on your muse’s playlist! you can make an actual playlist or simply list out all their favorite songs. the world is your oyster! the task is optional, but you can tag it as #dewtask004 for everyone to see! as always, let the main know if you have questions.
( i want to tell you this story without saying anything. )
ooc; is this too many songs? probably. music is v important to me so hence why i went a little nuts on uhhh how many songs that there are in this. title is from a richard sikens the torn up road (tbh i just found it on the richard sikens bot on twitter) i created a whole new spotify account to make this ajkdsfafs anyway i’m done being annoying i cant believe how long this is okbye
tracklist:
• buzzcut season x lorde
• all for us x labrinth & zendaya
• death with dignity x sufjan stevens
• slip away x perfume genius
• x&y x coldplay
• signs x bloc party
• lonely feelings x love supreme
• you x keaten henson
• what sarah said x deathcab for cutie
• i’ll be good x jaymes young
• falling x harry styles
• nobody x mitski
• romeo x until the ribbon breaks
• bad religion x frank ocean
• why we ever x hayley williams
• writer in the dark x lorde
• satellite heart x anya marina
• tonya x brockhampton
• shake it out x florence + the machine
• quiet light x the national
• saturn x sleeping at last
• blue lips x regina spektor
• no surprises x radiohead
• exit music (for a film) x radiohead
• always in my head x coldplay
• who are you, really? x mikky ekko
• delta x mumford & sons
• you are a memory x message to bears
• welcome home, son x radical face
• a world alone x lorde
• glitter in the air x p!nk
• let’s hurt tonight x onerepublic
• all these things that i’ve done x the killers
• you are your mother’s child x conor oberst
• girls just want to have fun x greg laswell
• breathe (2 am) x anna nalick
• ribs x lorde
• the funeral x band of horses
• i can feel a hot one x manchester orchestra
• lua x bright eyes
• train underwater x bright eyes
• dead hearts x stars
• comes and goes (in waves) x greg laswell
