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Hello One and All! Welcome to my blog! I go by many names, whether I chose it myself, an insult i rebranded, or nicknames assigned to me! However, you may call me any of the following!
~ Ace ~
~ Fallen ~
~ Lost ~
~ Neko ~
I have some other nicknames and tabs hou may know me as such as The Thundersheep, Lord of death, Lady of life {shout out to you if you know those references}, and Cockroach! As well as the nickname Bunny but that is RESERVED FOR MY LOVES AND MY LOVES ALONE.
Now that you know what to call me, who am I and what do I do?
Well I'm Ace! As I said, and starting out front i should make things clear. I have D.I.D or disassociative identity disorder. I have alters, or as what we prefer to call "others" as they are more than just different alternates in our shared headspace. I will mention some specific ones later on that will be most likely to make posts when they front. On top of this I have BPD, or borderline personality disorder. Not fully diagnosed on that one but my psychiatrist seems to have believed me to have that alongside D.I.D for the last few years albeit is a rare thing. What does that mean for me? Well, my emotions are always felt in extreme amounts. They get overwhelming to hard points. Its hard to manage and I do want to outright apologize if I seem too sensitive, or explosive. I cannot regulate them properly at all and I want to apologize in advance for that... truthfully I do feel guilty about my emotions and how I feel and how I cant control it. So please, be patient with me even if at times I fail to have patience. I'm also on the spectrum with autism amd adhd, which also make social cues and other things hard to manage as well and I apologize in advance if I fail to understand or communicate properly!
As I have mentioned i have my loves! I am in a wonderful throuple with my beloveds! Who are they and where to find them? Well you can find my Lovely Dex at @xxxlostsignalxxx {can you believe ive known this guy for 7 years and loved him all that time? Crazy work i know}, he is amazing and my favorite red head, and I know a LOT of red heads. Most of which are family so you know hes important if hes the favorite one! And then you can my Baby Blue Finn at @erklen11 ! He is also so sweet and awesome and overall a great person as well, hard to believe im lucky to know him. BOTH of my loves I am shocked I am with as I fear I may not deserve them. I am lucky and so grateful they even talk to me, and even more so that I get to be their beloved girlfriend. IF YOURE BOTH READING THIS I LOVE YOU SO SO SOOOO MUCH. I SEND KISSES! And i will be biting both your necks full of hickeys later.
Now what do I do? All sorts of things! I post my art here mainly, cheesy things about my beloved loves because they are both amazing and I love them more than anything, sometimes daily life updates, random things on my mind, gaming thoughts, and rarely RARELY bits of my writing or voice acting/singing! As well as sometimes plugging in songs i like! This is not a vlog blog for selfies and such as well, to tell the truth i hate my face and my body most of the time. But oh well you dont need to see my IRL face anyways its already out there somewhere lmao
What is some BASIC INFO about me? Glad you didnt ask! Ill tell you anyways!
I am American! However if we want to get technical, I am 4th generation Hungarian on my moms side! With other European mixed in as well as some Native American on her side through my grandpa as well! But really, again, Im American who lives in the hell hole that is the Midwest of America who at times is located in Canada for vacation!
I am currently 17 years old, my birthday is September 4th 2008! ✨️♍️ i'M a ViRgO♍️✨️ 145 days until my next birthday!!
Some things I like? Well I love being with my loves, reading, video games, doing all kinds of art and crafts, reading, singing, acting, hanging out with my loves, animals I adore animals, personal favorite video games are rdr2, borderlands 3, and a few others, SCREAM. I AM A FUCKING HARLOT FOR SCREAM AND GHOSTFACE! I love anime too! Mha, Classroom of the Elite, Kakegurui, Cyberpunk Edgerunners {i kin Rebecca so much she literally me}, and more! I absolutely adore my loves, oh and cannibalism. Like cannibalism. Gore, guts and glory! Blood and gore and dark shit is a true love of mine. I am a splatterpunk writer at times and I do a damn good job at it so I am told!
I am a furry! And a proud one at that! Though not all things I do are fully furry stuff. Sometimes I lean more towards kemonomimi! THEY ARE DIFFERENT. IF YOU DONT KNOW THAT THEN DO YOURE GODDAMN RESEARCH YA CUNT.
I am also Bisexual, Bigender and Genderfluid! I joke that I am a bicycle a lot, because well. I am a bicycle. As well as demisexual!
Look... I have issues with oversexualizing myself. I am fully aware of that. I think about sex a lot. More than I should. More than I tell people but its on my mind most the damn day. To the point i believe I am hypersexual. However, in actuality, the thought of the act scares me due to bad experiences. So yes. I oversexualize myself, but NO that doesnt mean im easy or want it. Only people I approve of sexualizing me other than myself are my loves and truth be told they both are most likely not going to. And I love them for respecting me in that way. That being said... Do NOT I REPEAT DO NOT BE A CREEP TO ME IF I AM IN A MOOD AND POSTING SHIT LIKE THAT. JUST DONT. IM TAKEN. IM HAPPILY TAKEN. I DO NOT WANT ANYONE BUT MY LOVES FLIRTING WITH ME. THANK. YOU. VERY. MUCH. GOOD. FUCKING. DAY.
What are my favorite words? SEE I LOVE THE WORD CUNT! I SAY IT AS IF IM AUSTRALIAN! I also like the word moist. And fuck, and dick and... Maybe I just like swear words and slurs.
What is my personality type? Ambivert! Sometimes im the life of the damn party other times... Hi I am going to murder you if you say one more goddamn word to me I swear on your soon to be filled grave. It really depends on who I am with and the day!
Favorite Colors? Pink, baby blue and black!
Music artists i like? Tx2, Ke$ha, Kaid, Lund, Ashnikko and Rain Paris to name a few!
Favorite animal? HORSES! Followed by Wolves, Various types of cats and rabbits!
Where else can I be found? Glad you once again did not ask!
My roblox is Sundance_Kaira though no I will not accept random friend requests!
My twitch is Wynter_Wyndigo I do not stream, but have debated in the future doing so!
TikTok? I dont have access to so you need to wait!
Twitter/X? I had one. Lost it. Don't know if I ever made a new one! So will have to wait on this on too!
Discord? It is also wynter_wyndigo or at least it shpuld be, I would check myself but uhm ...You will need to also wait for this one. As it is unavailable but I do have it.
Anything else? Nope! Unless you count WoX but I have various characters there that I do not have the time energy or memory to list!
D.I.D Notes:
I am a system, a friend once labeled my The Lost System due to at the time Lost being my online name. The name hasnt stopped being used and we all semi like that term. At time someone else may front and post basic updates or answer asks. How to know the difference? Colored text and speaking patterns. -> I Will color their portions to them but I am still speaking
Me, the host, will always use pink and on rare occasions black.
William, a protector of mine will always and I mean always use purple. He has a more formal way of speaking.
Levi and Lenz are also protectors, but will use green, however Levi will bold his text and Lenz will not.
Blaze will be a rarer occurrence as she is a gate keeper but may in a rare case front and post. She will be in orange. Expect a lot of caps more than I use.
I will update this when I need to if things within our system are discussed.
My anthem: