#dfrnllau

[sasmev]

DeferNull fluff, please

I was doodling them for myself a day before you sent the ask, anon, so I increased the output.

[sasmev]

AU-posting, but this time we're egging it up.

They both need to get off each other

[sasmev]

AU-posting 3! The Defered Null edition.

[sasmev]

Honestly I'm curious about the sketch with the mention of lapses that DN spam experiences, like what's it like, what does DN tenna do other than the leash. (I just love me some good ole hurt/comfort ahhaah)

Your DN is so cute, so soft I love that interpretation uwu (them having possible 7 kids, GODDAMN put them in a leash— oh wait)

Thank you! I'll yap on those under the cut.

With lapses I mean the moments he's triggered to 'slip up' mentally –man's got a lot of shit going on still, but he's stable to DR!Spam-ish levels and the lapses are much rarer than in DN's canon. His nose bleeds because he gets so worked up and his teeth are ground so tight his jaw can dislodge itself. And like my DR!Spam, who's terrified to be let go even when his body is trying to run away, DN!Spam acts up and runs but wants to be chased and kept, since he's finally accepting and openly showing his love to Tenna, and Tenna rejecting/leaving him would be unbearable. Basically his worst moments lead to testing if Tenna will still love him like that.

(And he will. Even if both of them are too cowardly to say "I love you." Despite being married. They're both terrified that making it "real" that way will drive the other away again.)

The leash is because Tenna is So Trusting and Normal and will actually have the longest, most violent meltdown of the century if Spamton disappears with an egg. Spam's less-present self's too out of it to acknowledge the leash and take it off. At worst he chokes himself limp, not unconscious.

Once he's back to himself, Tenna pampers him –in his roundabout, awkward, attempting-to-mask-affection ways, not admitting that he was worried and wants to take care of him to make sure he recovers well. Spamton knows what he's doing but he doesn't call him out on it since he's just as afraid saying the words will take it all away.

(Every time The Crew see Spamton has another fertilized Pipis in him Tenna gets another 40 minutes of "you're the boss so we can't judge you verbally but like what the fuck man" -staring. More judgemental with each egg. Spamton is 97% of the problem.)

[sasmev]

[Pipis] in the oven below the cut🪺