request; Can I request Tenko with a trans s/o? Just fluff please.
warnings; dysphoria, angst at the start, then fluffffff, reader is trans, reader has no specified gender nor pronouns,
word count; 800+
note; this had deleted at 600 words, and i had to redo the entire thing from memory- ;-; please don’t let this flop, i was in literal p a i n
ALSO SORRY ABOUT THE TITLE IT JUST STUCK WITH ME EVEN THOUGH IT WASNT THAT BIG OF A PART OF THE STORYARGGHGVUVU
You sat on your bed, arms and legs spread wide across your soft sheets. Peering up at the ceiling with drowsy eyes, you focused your gaze on a dot you found on the flat surface.
The mattress seemed extremely inviting to your tired self, but you couldn’t seem to fall asleep as the running thoughts of your dysphoria kept you awake. Your body was eager to just fall asleep, but your mind was wide awake and terrorizing itself.
Every time you wore the same cursed uniform in the closet of your dorm, you died a little bit more inside. Every time you looked in the mirror, the uniform worn, you couldn’t recognize yourself each time. You didn’t know who was in the mirror, hell, you didn’t even like them.
Sighing, you let your thoughts overtake you once again, drowning you in thoughts of self-deprecation and insecurity. Sometimes, you just wished- *Ding dong!* An abrupt ringing noise echoed in your room, startling you from your zoned-state.
“S/o, if you don’t open the door now, I am going to break it.” Your mood seemed to instantly uplift as you heard that familiar cheerful voice, belonging to your girlfriend. Without noticing, a smile adorned your previously blank face as you heard the voice of whom you cherished. Before it became one of panic- “You know I don’t hesitate! Heeeeee-!” Scrambling off your bed, you stumbled over your own feet.
Falling forward onto the door handle, you saved yourself by holding onto the metal before it could hit your face. Stabilizing yourself on the handle, you swung open the door, mentally and physically preparing yourself for the incoming bear hug Tenko would soon cause.
It had become a thing; Every single time Tenko would see you(If after a long time, or just a short while), she’d give you this bone-crushing hug that would knock the air out of you. Tenko is known for always giving her 100% in aikido, but also hugs.
The last thing you saw was a blur of green and blue, before feeling her—surprisingly soft—body crashed into yours. “Oof-” You managed to let out from the impact of her hug, trying your best to reciprocate it.
“S/o is always so soft...” She hummed happily, “M-mhm..!” You strained out, wheezing for oxygen. Gasping(or what sounded like a gasp), you squirmed a bit in Tenko’s hold as she suddenly lifted you up with ease. “T-tenko wait!” Tenko laughed at your meek attempt to escape her hold,
“There is no waiting! Waiting is for cowards!” You still struggled nonetheless, finding the situation extremely embarrassing, “But it’s embarrassing-” You whined, though she quickly shushed you, setting you down on your bed as she rushed over to the doorway; where bags you didn’t notice were there, remained.
You sat on your bed crisscrossed as you waited for her to come back with the bags, “Guess what Tenko got you!” She looked proud of herself, a cheerful expression upon her face.
You couldn’t see the insides of the bag, but the first thing you thought of was, “Food!?” You beamed, trying to peek into the bags she held. “Nooooope! Clothes!” She exclaimed, throwing the material at your face.
You caught it, as a result of all those lessons with Tenko, your reflexes were incredible. Looking down at the material you had just caught, you were stunned. “Tenko…”
You felt the article of clothing, flipping it over to examine all of it better. Looking back up at her, she saw your face that had an expression of appreciation and adoration, written all over it.
“How’d you know?” You sniffed, pawing at your eyes that threatened to release joyful tears. “That doesn’t matter. What matters is that you’re happy! That’s the most important thing to me.” A pure smile broke out on Tenko’s face, making you fall harder for her. “I’m going to cry, so look away.” You croaked, hands still rubbing at the corners of your eyes.
Tenko suddenly straddled your seated lap, squishing your swollen face in her hands. “I would never look away. If I did, I would miss out on how attractive my S/o is!” She said sternly, tilting your head down for her, and smooching the top of your head promptly.
“Now come on! Tenko wants to see how cute you look in the clothes I got for you!” You smiled fondly as she tugged you to your feet. “Tenko, I love these so much—like you don’t even know how much I appreciate this but, can we cuddle first?”
“S/o, there’s no time for lazing aroun..!” She trailed off as she saw your pleading eyes, hesitating(for once) as you pulled at her hand. “S/o, you know my only weakness is your eyes.” She pouted, sighing as she surrendered and flopped down on your bed, taking you down with her.
“I’m surprised you didn’t flip me to the bed.” You snickered, resting your hands on her waist. “Would you like me to?” Tenko perked up, a bit too eager. “No! I mean, n-no thanks. Let’s stay like this.”
You hummed contently(and a bit panicked) as Tenko buried herself in you. “Humma humma..” She muttered out, fluttering her eyes closed for a moment as she grasped onto you.
