#dhmis digitalmeat

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Woah-

Yaoi-

:D

(I haven't drawn them in so long my shaylas they make me happy aaaa)

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My heart stands alone, it strains and snaps

Twenty four hours a day, I stretch and hurt in vain

Unable to confirm what’s in my heart, I get scraped up

I withstand this poison, this inadequate loneliness

I hate my ordinary self, I despise my colorless life

I took a mouthful of a suspicious apple that I bought from a shady dealer

All the shrewd wannabes are doing it - I can be reborn as someone meaningful

I give it my all until my face is red from exertion

“Unoriginal,” “underachiever”, I don’t wanna hear it

Strategies to win in life, surefire guide to feel elate

How imprudent, did your “selfhood” evaporate?

The changing world is full of gleaming hatred, but you should feel the warmth, too

Even in another world, reality was just as lame

Just the way you are 

Straight into the trash, the Reincarnation Apple

Oh how I adore my doomed, somewhat toxic yaoi how I LOVE them-

Magical Girl Colin wasn’t exactly on my bucket list for 2026 but here we are, have Magical Girl Colin and Steak being a loser (a good one).

AWejriowerjiowaoiruwioeurwe I WANT to draw them more, but I have to get the others too-

(Last two are ‘old’ drawings)

I love vocaloid <33333

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DHMTINE Day 7: Real life gijinkas!

I NEED THEM I NEED THEM- I LOVE THEM SO MUCH IT ACTUALLY HURTS-

They love each other and hate each other (At least Colin…sort of) so much in this au it makes me want to break a hole in my table and kick my feet giggling.

I love them I love them I love this duo so much I don’t know what spell I’m under I just LOVE THEM-

What is wrong with me

Anyway these aren’t exactly gijinkas, more or less to lore

These are what they looked like in the past life relatively! Wow, real life gays.

Colin and Stephen…aaaaaaaaaaa-

I’m not okay.