The First Time I Saw Panties
Well, to be specific, it was the first time I saw panties on a girl who wasn’t related to me. As the only boy in my household, and my mom being pretty nonchalant about these things, I saw her and my sister in panties routinely as they would wear t-shirts and panties to bed. But the first time I saw panties on another girl made a big impact on me as a diapered loser.
I was 12 and my sister was 14. She had her friend Audrey over for a sleepover. I was in daytime diapers that day as I had had a daytime accident the previous day. Like my sister and mom, I typically wore my t-shirt and “underwear” to bed. My mom was in her bedroom and I was in the living room in my t-shirt and Attend Youth diaper watching TV, when I heard my sister and Audrey giggling as they came down hall from the bedroom. Audrey had already seen me in my diaper, but I knew I was in for some teasing.
“Hey, diapered loser, what are you doing?” my sister asked.
“N-nothing,” I stuttered as I turned around and saw them in their long t-shirts. I didn’t know why at the time but I couldn’t take my eyes off Audrey’s long legs
“Why are you such a diaper retard?” Audrey asked, as both of them giggled. I just stood there, staring, not knowing what to say or do. I was transfixed. “No one else at school wears Pampers,” my sister mocked, “we get to wear panties!” And with that, they both lifted the hems of their shirts and flashed their panties at me. My mouth must have been agape and I felt myself blushing, I couldn’t take my eyes off Audrey’s panties. I can still picture them in my head to this day - white bikini cut with yellow stars and yellow bands at the waist and leg. If was the most amazing sight I’d ever seen. I felt a little pee trickle into my diaper. I don’t know if they noticed that or not, and don’t even remember what they said as I stared until they lowered the hems of their shirts. They laughed and ran off giggling,
I was so embarrassed but also so excited. I ran up to my room and shut the door and immediately started humping my wet diaper on the bed until I came in it. Then I felt even more humiliated.
In retrospect, it makes me feel like even more of a loser, knowing that the first time I saw a girl in panties she was making fun of me for being a 12-year-old boy still in diapers. That was probably the first clue that I wasn’t going to be successful with girls…
