Feb 9, 2021
Diary005.Feb821.Need to care about myself and make moves.
I’ve been so depressed I’ve been finding it really difficult to care about myself or my life. There seems to not be a point but I need to just work through it anyway.
If I want to date someone worth dating, I need to be someone worth dating. And I should want to better for myself for other reasons than just dating but I have to remember that other people are dating ME too. I need to have something to bring to the table and what I’m doing now is not it.
I need to remember to be a person. Have a life. Do things.
Go for a walk. Workout. Stretch. Take some fucking advil if your back hurts. Smoke less weed. Paint more. Plan for youtube. Get your schedule on Twitch. GET IT TOGETHER.