#diary2022

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Barbados 2022 :)

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[nagsusulatnamais]

I feel like this "someone" is better than me. This certain person is way way better to live my life than me. And that everything would be better with everyone's lives if I was replaced. If I was non-existent, it's like I am not adding value to anyone thus why I want to be alone. To be on my own, to live off grid, to grow my foods, to be with my orange cat in our tiny house in the middle of nowhere, to have the everyday blue-sky view, to plant daffodils, drink coconut on an April summer and just dance on a green grass and every morning I'll be meditating out on the wild, barefooted.

Please Big G lead me to the person I am destined to become, place me where I will grow, promote to a higher position in my career, give me free time to do volunteer action, I want to meet the person I am destined to become.

Place me where I will grow. (Written December 3, 2022)

Today is July 9, 2023

I made some corrections above for better understanding.

If there's anything I want to say to the Mace who wrote the above post. It's that we have to accept that someone is better than us. But, the only person that can do you is you. You cannot be replaced by anyone. It's only you that can do everything that you are doing, it's yours. Everything that has to do with you is yours. So, do the best you can to be You! Become the best you. :)

We have to be hopeful that the future Mace is doing better, right now, let's do the very best for her! :)